Forbidden | Billie Eilish

You're drooling

"So what colour do you want?"

"Umm red maybe?"

Rose and I were painting our nails while trying to choose a movie to watch together.

"What about Princess Diaries?", I suggested

"Fuck yeah", she said enthusiastically, "I'll go get the popcorn and snacks"

I finished painting my nails and took a moment to observe them. They were really pretty, but I couldn't help but notice the bruises that began forming on my wrists. I quickly pulled my sleeves down before Rose walked into the room, so I would avoid another lecture about how I should leave Caleb.

"Can I tell you something?", I asked. I needed to tell her my biggest secret finally, I've been putting it off for months and everytime I would have the chance to I'd be too scared. I dont want her to stop being friends with me.

"What's up?", She said

"Promise you wont freak out or tell anyone"

"I promise"

I took a deep breath in, "I need to tell you...I'm uh...bisexual...and im sorry for not telling you sooner I was supposed to but I was too scared to see how youd react an-"

"Yooo chillll", Rose cut me off, "dude... I already knew..."

My face went blank as I tried to understand what she was saying. I never told her? I looked at her and she gave me a sheepish smile.

"I've seen the way you look at some girls. And I've seen your face when you go through Instagram and all those pictures of hot chicks pop up, so it's not hard to guess", she stated proudly.

I couldn't help but smile at her. She knew me in every possible way and I could never find a better friend than her.

"Oh by the way, there's gonna be a new girl", she smirked to me.

"Oh fuck off", we both laughed hysterically at her comment.

We then ate popcorn while watching Princess diaries, one of our favourite movies, and soon fell asleep as it was pretty late.

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When I dont stay at Caleb's for the night, I just walk to school which usually takes about 10 minutes. Rose's house is about 15 minutes away from the school so we knew we wasn't going to be late, or so we thought.

We ended up having to run from her house as she didnt put an alarm on for a good enough time, and then she didnt want to get out of her bed so I hit her with the pink fluffy pillows she has to try get her up. She's a pretty heavy sleeper so it took some time, but I ended up just pushing her off the bed which woke her up fast, and her ass hit the floor with a big "thud".

Our running seemed to do the job as we still got to school about 10 minutes early, so I have no clue why we ran.

We bent over as we got to the car park of our school, trying to catch our breath from the short run. We weren't really athletic people so running was a chore.

"Where were you?", Someone asked from behind me. I turned around only go be met with Caleb's unamused face.

"I'm sorry, alarm didnt go off. But I still got here before the bell", i said wearily.

"Dont let it happen again", he said as he walked away with his guy friends.

I let out a sigh of relief and turned back to Rose, putting my thumbs up and smiling. We locked arms and walked inside the building, ready for our first class.

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"Ok who can tell me what technique is used in this phrase?", my English teacher asked the class.

"Hyperbole", I said as the entire class didnt seem to know.

"Well done Miss Grey", she said as I focused my attention back onto my work. We were given an assignment to write a poem about something negative, and theres loads of things I could write about that I've been through, but I chose to take the safe option and write about someone dying, which I bet the whole class did too.

I felt a nudge on my shoulder but chose to ignore it because it was probably a accident. Then I got nudged again and decided to turn to face the person. It was Gabriella Hearst, the schools pretty girl who also happened to be the cliche mean girl that every school seems to have.

"Hey did you hear that there's a new girl? I wonder what she looks like, have you seen her? I heard she's famous or something", She asked hopefully.

"No I haven't seen her", I said honestly.

"Ok thanks sorry"

I was in that weird middle class in high school where I was cool with both the popular kids and the weird kids. Luckily I never got bullied by the popular people so I didn't have to go through hell like alot of people do which I am definitely grateful for.

A bunch of whispers broke out in the rows infront of me but I decided to ignore it and lay my head down.

"Oh my God she's here", I heard behind me.

I heard the door of the classroom open and the teachers whispering, there then came a deafening silence followed by the closing of the classroom door.

"So class, it appears we have a new student that will be staying with us for a while, would you please introduction yourself", the teacher said.

"Hi, I'm sure some of you know who I am considering your reactions, but my name is Billie, nice to meet you all", the girl said cheerfully.

The class then broke out into whispers once again as the girl went to sit down, the only chair that was free was the one infront of me so she took a seat there. When I lifted my head up I couldn't see her face since she was facing the other direction, but she seemed to have striking long silver hair that complimented her skin tone nicely.

I was lost in thought when my pencil dropped off the table and rolled next to her chair. Fuck.

She looked down at the pencil by her feet and picked it up slowly. She then turned around to face me and passed me my pencil back, a large smile plastered across her face.

"Thank you", I managed to say although I probably sounded like a dying chicken.

She turned back to the front of the class and I could feel eyes on me from every corner of the room. I sank down in my chair and placed my head on the desk, mentally beating myself up for being so awkward.

She's fucking beautiful. Her icy cold eyes contrast perfectly with her warm smile. Her style is very unique and she doesn't look like she gives a care in the world. But why do I feel like I've seen her before?

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I didn't realise I had fallen asleep (again) until I got punched in the side of the arm. Fucking Gabriella.

"Teacher's gonna get pissed in a minute. Plus you're drooling", Gabi said.

I frantically whipped my head up but obviously did it too hard since my chair tipped backwards and I ended up on the floor, with the chair on top of me.

Laughter broke out throughout the class and I could feel my face heating up. Firstly because I'm embarrassed, and secondly because the blue eyed girl is staring directly at me, a laugh threatening to escape her mouth.

I got up slowly and sat back in my chair, covering my face with the sleeves of my hoodie.

Just then the bell rang and I was the first one to dash out of the class as if there was a fire inside or something.

Never again. Never.

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A/n
Just to clarify, the reason why Billie is at school will be explained later on. Some stuff may also not add up at first but everything will be explained in upcoming chapters.

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