"I cant help but feel this way about you, you make me fucking crazy."
"I..umm..uh", I stuttered and she crashed her lips onto mine too quickly for me to process.
Autumn Grey is no ordinary girl. She is in a toxic relationship with her abusive boyfri...
"What the fuck am I supposed to wear to this party?", I shouted to myself as I tried to find decent clothes.
School is tough bro, I cant believe I talked my parents into letting me do this. I cant lie though, it's pretty cool. I love meeting new people and seeing fans every day who I consider like my family anyway.
Rose and Sebastian are pretty cool, and I like Autumn too although she doesn't really talk much. I hope I didn't offend her or anything, maybe she's a shy fan or something. I just hope she warms up to me quickly because it would be cool being friends with her too.
But what I saw earlier was something I had never seen before. Like, what the fuck was going on between Autumn and that guy? I know it was non of my business but it looked serious and I didn't want her to get hurt. And she's still going to the party with that dick. If I was her I'd chop his balls off, then probably feed them to him.
"Billie! car is waiting!", my brother called from the door.
"First school party, here we go", I whispered taking one last look at my outfit.
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Autumn's POV
We drove to the party in an awkward silence. I didn't want to talk to Caleb and I'm pretty sure he was still mad at me but whatever. I only had to let Caleb make a good impression and then I would be allowed to go to other people.
As Caleb pulled up at Sebastians house, music was already blasting through huge speakers and drunk teenagers were coming in and out of the house. It already smelled of weed and I could smell vodka coming from a few peoples clothes where it had been spilt.
"Come on", Caleb gestured inside the house, putting an arm around my shoulders.
"Caleb!", Seb called from one corner of the room where a bunch of guys from the football team were sitting and talking.
The boys did their weird hang shake thing and we all sat down on the large couch that was positioned in one corner of the room. They talked and talked while I scanned the room for any familiar faces, which is when I spotted Rose dancing with a musculy sweaty guy in the centre of the dance floor.
"Caleb? Can I go to Rose?"
"Yeah whatever", he said without looking at me.
I slowly got up while fixing my dress, and walked over to where Rose was standing now, getting herself a drink from the kitchen.
"Autumn!", she squealed while giving me a huge hug, "thought he'd never let you go".
"Gosh I know, its like I'm some sort of prize that has to sit by him 24/7", I laughed, "so, who was that you was dancing with?", I smirked at her and she blushed.
"Oh no one, he just asked to dance and i obliged", she winked and I rolled my eyes at her.
We continued talking about random things for what felt like hours but it was only about 20 minutes. We then heard a few cheers coming from the living room so we decided to check it out.
As I peeked around the corner of the kitchen door, my eyes landed on non other than Billie, standing at the main door of the house, watching everyone intently, as if she were looking for someone.
She was wearing a burgundy hoodie with matching burgundy Jordan's, white semi-baggi pants and then a white beanie with a logo of a small man, which im guessing is her merch from what people have been telling me.
Billies outfit:
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Her outfit was perfectly coordinated and it looked like it took hours to put together, compared to my basic Starbucks girl looking outfit. She came across as intimidating because she had the courage to wear crazy outfits without caring what others thought, whereas I'm too shy to go out of my comfort zone 99% of the time.
As soon as her piercing blue eyes landed on mine that were still awkwardly staring at her, she began walking in my direction. I started to freak out a bit knowing she was coming my way, but heaved a sigh of relief when some people from the party stopped her to ask her questions.
I turned to walk away but ran straight into Rose who was directly behind me.
"Girl, stop avoiding her, we both know youre shy but you have to talk at some point", she argued with her arms on my shoulders, keeping me still.
"But-"
"Yo", I heard Billie say from behind me. I sighed internally and turned to face her, giving her my most genuine smile.
"Hey funny seeing you here", I said.
"Dude, I was invited at the same time you were", she giggled and I mentally facepalmed myself for saying something so stupid.
"What are you drinking? Mind if I try?", she asked and i blushed while handing her my plastic cup. I never normally shared a drink so it was kinda weird for me and made me nervous, especially since the Billie Eilish asked for it. Never in a million years did I think I would be standing with Billie at a stupid high school party, sharing a drink.
"Shit tastes like dooky", she said while scrunching up her small nose and handing me back my cup. I laughed at her comment and agreed with a slight nod.
It was then when I realised we were standing alone in the kitchen and Rose was no where to be seen. The bitch left me.
Billie was about to say something when Caleb stormed into the kitchen. His angry face changed to a small smile when he saw me standing there with Billie.
"Hey baby, I need you can you come with me quickly? Hope I'm not interrupting", he said gesturing to Billie.
"Nah dude she's all yours", she said giving me a small smile while I mouthed "sorry", and followed Caleb out of the kitchen.
He took me by the arm and lead me to a deserted corner of the room.
"Where the hell was you? And who was that? You're supposed to tell me everyone you're friends with", he said while clenching his jaw.
"She's new, I only spoke to her once, I was going to tell you I promise", I spoke gently as to not piss him off even more.
"Bullshit", he spat, grabbing my arm and dragging me up the stairs.
I tried to brake free from his grip but it was too strong so I whimpered instead from the pain he was causing me.
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He dragged me into the nearest room in the house and locked it shut behind him, giving me an evil grin as he done so.
I crossed my arms over my chest and put my head down as I tried to contain the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes. Whatever he was about to do to me, I hope it ended quick.
He walked up to me slowly and stopped when his body was less than arms distance away from me. The room fell silent for a few seconds before the eerie sound of a full force slap echoed around the room.
I clutched my cheek in pain and tears began streaming down my face. He had never hit me this hard before so I must have fucked up really bad.
"On the bed!", he ordered, but when I failed to make any attempts to move he pushed me down himself and I pleaded him to stop.
He pushed my chest down, forcing me on my back, and then proceeded to straddle my small figure and cage me inside with his arms. I tried to protest but nothing seemed to come out of my mouth, just small, silent sobs.
"Spread your legs", he whispered in my ear which sent chills down my spine. I didnt want this.
"Please..I dont...want...to", I managed to get out through my loud sobs.
He ignored me and forced my legs apart harshly with his knees while holding my arms down steadily above my head.
"Please!" I cried out loudly as he began reaching up my dress and pulling my panties off, which earned me a slap to my thigh. He then proceeded to unzip his pants and pull his boxers down. I looked away and bit my lip as I tried to stop the tears that were falling down my face like waterfalls.
"Help! Please!", I managed to get out one last time before his hand covered my mouth and he began to insert himself into my fragile, shaking body.
