Forbidden | Billie Eilish

Making moves

Billies pov

Autumn had pushed me down onto my bed and continued to make the kiss deeper and deeper.

This isnt right.

I opened my eyes to see Autumns beautiful face, still claiming my lips. I know this was wrong but it felt good in so many ways. Her body touching mine, her lips moving in sync with my own, it was just so hard to resist especially since I have wanted this for such a long time.

But I couldn't do it. I couldn't hurt her in that way. She was completely drunk and she probably didnt even like me like that.

As Autumn was still kissing me, I drove my hips up and flipped us over while I straddled her stomach.

I then began placing soft kisses on her cheek and along her neck until I stopped and looked her in the eyes. Lust was evident all over her face and it was probably the same with me, we were both out of breath from the heated makeout session.

"I can't...I'm sorry", I said to her.

"Please", she begged which made me want to take her there and then but I had to compose myself.

"No. You're drunk Autumn, I dont want you doing something you'll regret later", I whispered but she didnt answer.

"I'm sorry", I said once again while slowly getting off her half naked body. I then got up off the bed and gave her one last look before walking into the bathroom.

I was still extremely hot and bothered from before so I decided to take a quick shower. When I got out, I realised Autumn had changed into the clothes I initially told her to put on and she was laying on her side, breathing heavily.

She probably fell asleep really quickly due to the night she had.

I walked over to my side of the bed and slowly crawled under the covers so I didnt wake her up. I then turned on my side so that I was facing her back.

"I like you, Autumn. But youd probably never like someone like me, I dont even think you like girls in that way. I'm sorry for tonight, and I dont care if you dont hear this, but i think I'm starting to fall for you pretty hard", I whispered so she hopefully didnt wake up and hear what I had just said.

I sighed and turned to face the other way. I definitely wont be able to sleep tonight.

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Autumns pov

I woke up suddenly with my head feeling like it was being compressed between two boulders. Fuck, what did I even drink last night? It must have been some strong shit since I've never had a headache like that before.

My eyes slowly fluttered open and I was met with the familiar beautiful blue orbs that gazed at me intently.

"Its rude to stare", I whispered and she seemed to snap out of some sort of trance.

"I'm sorry, you looked like you were in pain", she blushed, "need some medicine?"

I just nodded lightly as to not endure even more pain and Billie got out of bed and left the room. She came back a few moments later with a glass of water in her hands and two pills.

I sat up slowly and took the pills and water from her hands and gulped them both down in one go. I hope this hangover is gone soon.

My phone buzzed and I picked it up off the nightstand beside the bed.

Aiden: where are you? Its 10am

Me: I'm sorry I was at a party last night. I'm at Billies dont worry.

Aiden: ok just be safe, luv u

Me: luv you too

My brother was so nice all the time trying to take care of me and keep me safe, I dont know what I would do if I didnt have him.

"Everything good?", Billie asked from across the bed, she looked quite tense, as if something was bothering her.

"Yeah it's just Aiden", I say, "you dont look so good is something wrong?"

"Nah..uh...nope, everything's cool", she stutters and then gets up off the bed and goes to her closet.

"I'm going for a shower, you can have one here too if you want", she smiles at me and I thank her.

As soon as she disappears out of the room i groan in pain and rub my tired eyes. What happened last night?

"You look rough", i heard a chuckle from the door and look over to see Finneas leaning on the door frame.

"Dude, what happened last night?", I asked rubbing my head.

"Welllll, when Billie brought you home last night you didnt have a shirt on, and she told me some story about how you were drunk and stripping on the tables at the party", he laughed.

Suddenly all the memories from last night came flooding in and I remembered everything that had happened. I fucking made a move on Billie and she kissed me back. Then she admitted to liking me. Fuck I must be dreaming.

"Urghhhh", I groaned and Finneas laughed, completely oblivious to the other stuff that happened.

"Hope you recover quick!", he shouted from the hallway, still chuckling to himself.

"Thanks", I replied sarcastically.

So that's why shes acting all weird. I think it would be best not to mention anything for now as I dont want her getting more embarrassed.

Moments later, Billie walked back into her room in just a towel around her perfect body and my jaw almost dropped but I quickly composed myself so she didnt see.

"I'm sorry, I forgot my shirt", she blushed and ran to grab her shirt from the chair and then ran back out of the room.

I giggled at her and suddenly began thinking about what she looked like underneath that big fluffy towel. I couldn't help but imagine trailing my fingers across her soft legs, touching all her curves, pulling her into me and kissing the hell out of her.

"You aight?", I heard someone say as I snapped out of my terrible thoughts.

"All good", I smiled as Billie crawled back onto the bed, "thank you for looking out for me"

"Any time"

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A/n

Just a little filler chapter for you guys, hope you like the story so far!

Please vote and comment what you guys would like to see later on :)

(Wow this was a fast update lmao)

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