"I cant help but feel this way about you, you make me fucking crazy."
"I..umm..uh", I stuttered and she crashed her lips onto mine too quickly for me to process.
Autumn Grey is no ordinary girl. She is in a toxic relationship with her abusive boyfri...
I couldn't believe she would have done something like that to me. I thought there was something more to us but clearly she cared more about that bitch than what I thought we had.
I couldn't even cry, I was just so angry with her. Angry that she didnt tell me, angry because she led me on to think that I could care so much about her.
*New message* Roseee: so what's going on tonight?
At this point I really didnt care what happened anymore, I didnt want to stay at home and cry about something stupid. I actually wanted to go out, get drunk and forget all the pain.
Me: Fuck it, let's go out.
Roseee: YES omg I'll pick you up in like half an hour, get ready!
Honestly I didnt care if what I was doing was wrong, I couldn't be left alone in my own head, it was too dark in there.
Then I suddenly got an impulsive idea..
Me: Hey guys, how do you fancy coming to an LA party tonight?
Belltwins: actually sounds dope, we ain't really doing anything
Me: K ill send you guys the details
"This is gonna be a long night", I sighed while getting out of bed and going to my bathroom. My hair was a mess so I decided to give it a quick straighten, and I put on some mascara and concealer so I didnt look so much like death.
Once I was finished in the bathroom, I walked over to my large closet and began rummaging through all my clothes, trying to find a comfortable yet sexy outfit to wear. I managed to decide on a nice red bodycon dress with spaghetti straps that accentuated my figure perfectly, and paired it with some strappy black heels and a silver infinity necklace.
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I then received a text from Rose saying that she was outside my house, so I took one last look in the mirror and made my way outside, grabbing my purse and phone as I was heading out.
As I walked outside and locked the front door, I saw a black car parked on my drive way, with a very eager looking Rose sitting in the back waiting for me to get in.
"Uber, really?", I asked while shutting the car door and putting my seatbelt on.
"Whaaaat? If I'm going to be drinking tonight I didnt want to be driving you know?", she said with a grin on her face. She then quickly told the driver the address of the party and he imputed it into his GPS and drove off.
I didnt exactly tell Aiden that I was going out, but he was at his friends tonight anyway so I didnt feel the need to. I'm 17 for God sake I think I can make my own decisions.
"Oh by the way", I started, "the Bell twins are coming tonight"
Rose just looked at me, completely dumbfounded. They were two of her most favourite people in the world, she was literally obsessed with them.
"Wait, are you serious? How?", she stared at me, her mind full of questions.
"I may have invited them", I grinned and her mouth hung open, "they messaged me before and I just decided to invite them tonight since they weren't up to anything", I said making sure to leave all the details with Billie out of it to avoid confrontation.
"I dont believe you", she eyed me up and down suspiciously.
"Bro you'll see them at the party, I promise you"
"What made you dress up like that?", she said pointing to my dress, "I normally have to beg you to put on something nice"
"No reason, just wanted to mix it up", I lied.
"Is this for the twins? I thought you were with Billie, wait...did something happen between you two?"
Busted...
"First of all we were never actually together, and second of all I'm allowed to change up my style every now and then", I tried defending myself.
"Autumn did something happen between you two? I swear to God if she hurt you...", she said not dropping the subject.
"Rose dont worry, I just want to have fun tonight", I said and she gave me a knowing look. I knew she was probably going to try ask me about it again after tonight, but I wasnt exactly in the mood for it at that moment.
I quickly went to check my phone for the time but instead noticed a bunch of missed calls and messages from Billie.
"Fuck off", I whispered so Rose didnt hear and locked my phone again, not even bothering to check the time anymore.
"Were here", I heard Rose say as the car came to a stop infront of a pretty large, modern house. It wasnt quite like a mansion but it was definitely big and very nice.
Rose quickly paid off the driver and we got out of the uber, making our way to the front door where we could already hear music playing inside.
As soon as we stepped inside, the strong stench of alcohol and cigarettes invaded my nose, making me scrunch up my nose for a moment while trying to get used to the smell.
"Come on let's get a drink", Rose said pulling me by my arm towards the kitchen.
There wasnt many people in there so we just ended up grabbing a typical red plastic cup and filling it with some vodka and coke that was laying around.
"Yo there you are!", I heard from behind me and turned to see the twins walking up to Rose and I.
"Glad you guys could make it", I smiled and Rose just continued to grin at them.
"You two look amazing", Elijah said pointing to our outfits. I could clearly see that Rose was blushing at the comment.
"Thanks you too", I answered, nudging Rose with my elbow.
"Uh...um, yeah thanks", she managed to say as the twins chuckled.
We ended up exchanging numbers there and talking some more before I realised my cup was empty and i needed to get something else to drink.
"Hey I'll be back, dont go anywhere", I said gesturing to the three of them.
I then made my way past sweaty, intoxicated people on the dance floor and finally got to the kitchen, almost relieved that no one threw up on me in the process.
I began filling my cup with a little bit of vodka and more coke, when I suddenly felt a pair of strong hands grip my waist, holding me in place.
"Wheres your girlfriend babygirl?", he whispered in my ear which sent chills down my spine. I knew exactly who this was, and I sure in hell wasnt dealing with him again tonight.
