Forbidden | Billie Eilish

So cute

Billies pov

I spent most of the weekend locked up in my room, face down onto my pillow and headphones on. Autumn hasn't answered any of my calls, I sent her I think 20 different texts and called her about 15 times in the space of two days. I knew I couldn't go to her house because she wouldnt let me in, and she probably told Aiden to not open the door either if I showed up.

"What's up?", Finneas said from the other side of the table where we were all eating breakfast.

"I made someone upset, that's all", I said playing with my food.

"I hope it's not that nice girl that you've become good friends with", my mom spoke up and I went silent, giving everything away.

"Oh honey", she looked at me with pity, "you can make up with her at school and say sorry for whatever you did"

"Mom, I told her I was leaving next week, I should have said something earlier"

"You wont be gone for very long, she can come visit you", my mom tried to lighten the mood.

"I only just started getting close with her, and now I already have to fucking leave? She must think I'm such a dick", I rubbed my forehead aggressively.

"You like her dont you?", she asked and Finneas choked on his sandwich, causing everyone to look at him. I sighed and rested my head on the table, not wanting to eat anymore.

"You need to talk to her about it, everything will be alright in the end, just dont give up on what you two clearly have", she said and my dad nodded his head, agreeing.

God I hate it when she's right.

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As soon as I got to school I began looking for Autumn, hoping I could talk to her before class started. I even quickly went to her home room but I couldn't find her anywhere, which kinda worried me since she was always super early.

"Who ya looking for?", a voice whispered into my ear causing me to jump. I quickly turned and was met with the asshole face of that prick Caleb.

"Fuck you want?", I snorted.

"Just wondering what you're doing here, since this isnt your class"

"Look asshole, I'm looking for someone, so you better get outta my way before I punch you in the face. Again.", I said in a low and serious tone.

"Your girlfriend isnt here, so you better move along"

I was just about to take a step forward and swing at him when I felt myself being pulled away from the situation.

"Let me teach that son of a bitch a lesson!"

"Calm your tits dude!", Rose's voice echoed loudly in my right ear.

"Oh my God have you seen Autumn?", I instantly switched and forgot about what had happened. She furrowed her eyebrows and then shook her head from side to side while I let out a loud, annoyed groan.

"She's always super early", I moaned and played with the bottom of my shirt. I began getting worried, had something happened to her? Did she even come to school?

As I was in the middle of worrying, I felt a tap on my shoulder. I saw Rose pointing somewhere so I turned and immediately locked eyes with Autumn, who was walking towards her classroom where we were both standing.

"Hey Rose!", she greeted enthusiastically as she approached us, giving her a hug in the process. She then turned to me after hesitating a bit and I smiled at her, hoping she wasnt mad at me anymore.

"Eilish", she said nonchalantly while giving me a small nod. Bitch, you done fucked up.

She then walked past me into her class, not saying another word to me.

"Dudeee...what did you do?", Rose turned to me, looking extremely shocked and confused.

"I'll fix it dont worry", I said before giving her a small smile and walking off to class.

First she doesn't answer any of my calls or texts over the entire weekend, and now shes calling me by my second name? Like bitch how bad did I fuck up?

I didnt have any classes with Autumn during the first part of the day so I had to wait until lunch to go find her and try sort shit out. I tried calling her from down the hall a few times but she just looked at me and then ignored me like I was nothing to her.

As I was on my way to the cafeteria, I saw Autumn coming out from one of her classes.

"Autumn!", I shouted and waved to her. She turned to look at me but then started walking in the other direction, so I decided to run after her. Once I finally got close enough I grabbed her hand and pulled her back towards me, causing her to almost fall down.

"Get off me", she said.

"We need to talk", I replied, still holding her hand.

"There's nothing I want to say to you", she ripped her hand away from me and was about to walk away again when I quickly grabbed her arm and pulled her into the girls toilets, locking the door behind me.

"Please, let me explain", I begged as she just stood there with her arms crossed.

"Go on"

"I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, I didnt mean to upset you. You're my everything and I dont wanna lose you. Trust me I'll be back before you know it, and we can call and text every day if that's what you want. Please, just forgive me", I was practically on the verge of tears. I've never cried over anyone, but she just makes me so vulnerable its crazy.

"Ugh fine, I cant stay mad at you for long anyway", she said and rolled her eyes after standing there in silence for a few seconds.

I was so overwhelmed and excited that I quickly picked her up by her ass and placed her on the counter, claiming her lips with a soft yet passionate kiss. As our makeout session began getting more heated, I decided to take off Autumns tight fitted shirt, exposing her sexy lace bra and cleavage. Moving my hands all over her body, I made my way to the buttons of her Jeans but she stopped me as soon as I started to undo them.

"No...we can't...not here", Autumn managed to breath out.

"Fuuuuck, always have to ruin the fun", I groaned while sliding my hand around her neck, squeezing gently. She let out a soft moan and I chuckled, God I wanted to take her there and then.

"Come on, let's go eat before class starts", I whispered in her ear and slapped her ass, earning a small squeal from her.

After she put her shirt back on, we made our way to the cafeteria and saw Rose and Sebastian already sitting down. As we approached the table, Rose looked up and eyed us up and down suspiciously.

"So I guess you guys made up, looking at the state of Autumns hair. Plus her top button is undone", she said with confidence and we all looked at Autumns jeans, which were in fact undone. Sebastian then burst into laughter and we both blushed while she fiddled with the buttons on her jeans, trying to do them up again.

"You guys are so cute", Sebastian said.

"Yes we are", I smiled while looking Autumn in her beautiful eyes.

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A/n

Hey guys sorry the update took kinda long I was going through some shit but it's all good, hope ya liked the chapter!

Also I'm in desperate need of some new friends soooo please hit me up lol 👌😪

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