Forbidden | Billie Eilish

Someone's horny

Autumns pov

It is now Wednesday, roughly 5 days after the whole party incident. I need to stop going to parties, I always either get myself into trouble or somehow end up doing SOMETHING with Billie. God that girl is like a drug to me.

"Hey you gonna eat that?", asked my friend James from the other side of the table.

"Nah", I replied giving him my apple.

"So I was meaning to ask you, I'm having this pool party type of thing tomorrow evening and would love it if you came", James said.

And just when I said I wouldnt go to another party.

"Who's gonna be there?"

"Well a lot of people from school obviously and a few of our good friends like seb, rose, damien, Jack, Bill-"

"Yeah I'll go", I interrupted a little too enthusiastically earning a weird look from James which he shook off.

"Cool, it's at my house, starts at around 6pm, see you there!", he said giving me a smile and waving before getting out of his seat and heading towards the library.

I continued to sit in my spot and eat my lunch while scrolling through Instagram when I suddenly felt someone jump on my back, scaring me in the process.

"Rose you fucking dipshit! You could have given me a heart attack!", I shouted at her and she burst out laughing.

"Stop laughing, it's too early for you to be in such a good mood", I groaned.

"Its 4:30 in the afternoon...", she trailed off and I looked down, rubbing my head. I've been completely out of it these past few days. I've tried not to think about Billie but every single thought that I have keeps coming back to her and I cant seem to focus.

"Were going to that party tomorrow night right?", she raised her eyebrow, almost waiting for me to say no so that she could convince me otherwise.

"Yeah", I replied nonchalantly, earning a gasp from her.

"Wow my girl finally said yes to a party and I didnt have to drag her out", she wiped an imaginary tear from her eye.

"Go suck a dick"

"Gladly", she chuckled and we both giggled at our dumbness.

"I heard dick so I came over to see what you two losers were talking about", Billie came out of nowhere and plopped next to me while putting her arm around my shoulders like she did with all her friends (while I tried not to blush profusely).

"I was saying how this asswipe over here wants some dick", I said pointing at Rose as she fake gasped.

"You can have mine", Billie replied and we all laughed. She can be so dirty sometimes you can never be sure if shes being serious or not, but her comments can be kinda hot...

"Please tell me you two are going to the party tomorrow", Billie added and we both nodded before she let out a sigh of relief.

"I heard that James invited Autumn because he has a thing for her", Rose said to Billie and I choked on my apple.

Billies face seemed to drop a little bit but she quickly masked it with a smirk.

"Oooo looks like Rose isnt the one that's gonna get dick", she nudged me but for some reason she didnt look happy or playful.

"No chance", I rolled my eyes.

"Omg you've already got a crush on someone haven't you?", Rose smirked, knowing that Billie was sitting right there and wanted to embarrass me.