Forbidden | Billie Eilish

Stripping

Autumns pov

I cant believe we still hung out like normal people after what happened in that classroom. Well, I guess this means she wasnt going to kiss me which is a relief because I wouldnt know what to do, but every day i feel like i want it more and more now.

Stupid Billie and her stupid charms.

But it doesnt matter anymore it's in the past and right now I have to focus on having a great time at the party and meeting as many of Billies friends as I can.

We both got out of the car when we finally arrived at the destination and I couldn't help but gawk at the beautiful house infront of us. Well it wasnt going to be beautiful after this party.

"Come on, stop staring and let's just party", Billie called from the front door and I ran after her.

As soon as we entered there was loud music blasting from the speakers and people dancing in every area of the house.

Billie suddenly grabbed my hand and I jumped but she didnt seem to take any notice and continued to pull me behind her through the crowd and into the main room of the party.

"Billie you made it!", I heard coming from behind us so we turned to see non other than Danielle Bregoli. Danielle quickly stopped in her tracks and looked down at our interlocked hands from when Billie was pulling me with her.

She quickly detached her hand from mine and I huffed quietly due to the sudden loss of warmth.

"No no its nothing like that I just didnt want her to get lost", she laughed, "but anyway, this is Autumn, I met her at school"

Danielle smiled and gave me a big hug as she welcomed me to the party. She then turned back to Billie and almost jumped on her while wrapping both her arms around her neck.

I think I felt a wave of jealousy wash over me as I constantly longed to wrap my arms around Billies neck and get my body that close to hers since the moment I met her, but someone else is able to do that so much easier than me.

I shook that feeling out of my head as they stopped hugging and Billie gave me a quick smile as if to say sorry for that.

"Yo you got anything without alcohol?", Billie asked.

"I'll see if I can find something", she laughed and we followed her to the kitchen.

While she was looking for something for us I felt Billies gaze focused directly at me but decided to ignore it so it didnt get awkward.

"Here", Danielle said giving us some plastic cups and pouring some apple juice. Anything is better than that nasty alcohol.

We all laughed at this and talked a little bit in the kitchen until Billie started to get bored and demanded we all go dance.

I was kind of reluctant as I couldn't really dance but I went with them anyway. However I hadn't finished my drink and didnt exactly want to pour it out so I placed it on a shelf in the kitchen so no one would see it and take it easily.

"Come on", Billie said dragging me by my wrist.

She began to dance to the song that came on and I watched her jump around whenever the bass got heavy.

I couldn't help but smile at her. Her hair was flying around everywhere and her chains were bouncing up and hitting her breasts, sometimes even hitting her face too.

She stopped in her tracks and a disappointed look replaced her bright smile.

"Why aren't you dancing?", she asked.