Lucas Pov
The worst feeling in the world is being ignored by India, knowing I made her upset.Today we argued over the things I do that bothers her that I say I'd fix, but I keep doing it. And you know with arguments it always starts with one thing and leads to another. The argument led to me cheating on her twice... like always. She's never gonna let go of that and every chance she gets to bring it up in an argument, she does. And the icing on the cake is always "I wish Keith was still here."
While we sat on our side of the bed, not talking to each other , I found myself on my old Facebook. Scrolling through all my pictures and post until I crossed an old picture of India. It was the first time I posted her.
"Remember this day?" I said leaning over to her side of the bed to show her the picture.
"Omg I do." She said taking the phone to look.
"The first day I posted you, you was frontin like yeen care that I posted you, but I knew you was so excited. You kept telling me to retake that picture, rushing me to post it , and checking for likes and comments every minute."I said smiling at her.
"Man did that go viral." She said scrolling through the comments.
"Aww y'all so cute.....he gon hoe her ass lmao, I see ya Lucas, would have never thought they'll be together. I thought India was a lesbian... goals.. fuck them..we'll see how long they last..She's so pretty.. this my first time seeing her stuck up ass smiling " India read through the comments.
" You're my baby, I've been loving you since you was 17. That's crazy right? How far we've came. I already knew back then, that I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. Soon as you sat in front of me in that classroom, I thought to myself, I'mma marry this woman and she gone have all my babies" I said leaning over to kiss her cheek.
"Thats funny first time I met you , I was like he's cute, but annoying as fuck." She said laughing.
I laughed and said "fuck you."
"But I've always been attracted to you, just never thought we was each other's type."she replied.
"What made you think that?"
"You're an extrovert, I'm an introvert . You seemed like the type to like girls who were popular. I thought you liked.... thots. I was lowkey, you weren't . I always thought you was playful. I felt we were polar opposites, but comes to find out we were alike once we really got close."she said.
"I knew you were out of my league , that's what made me want you more."
" lmaoo was I supposed to be an ego booster?"
I laughed and said "No , I'm just in love."
I grabbed her face and we made out. I pulled away and said "Lets go get married. I don't wanna be your boyfriend. I want to be your husband.... again."
She looked at me giggling, smiling big and said"Ok" as she nodded her head.
I kissed her again and pulled her on top of me. She was just happy.
"You was put on this earth for me India Love. I love you more than life itself . If I was able to marry you when I was 17 I would have. Because I was 100% sure then and I'm 100% sure now."