Lucas pov
I don't like the India that has lost an loved one. She's just so mean. Quick too snap, put all her hurt and anger on people.
She yelling at the girls for no reason. I'm at the house spending time with the kids.
Luna's room was cleaned for her, like its the best we know she can keep her room looking.
But India come in like " Isabelle your room is a damn mess, clean it up. This a damn shame, you're a girl your room should be clean."
"It is clean mommy." She said.
"What the fuck you mean clean, Isabelle ?You see these toys out? I'm really trying to understand why your bed isn't made up if you sleep in bed with me. You got your bear on the floor. Clean this shit."
"Ain't Nothing wrong with her room India. Her toys has always been out in one area. You making it seem like It's all over the place."I said.
"Lucas stay in your fucking place , this not your house. If I think her room not clean, then its not clean."
"Whatever India, Luna just do like your mom said."
"She ain't got no fucking choice, but to." India said as she walked off.
"Bruh go back into your room and not talk to nobody, like you did those past few days."
She went in her room and slammed it.
"Why is mommy being mean?"Luna said wiping her tears as I bottle fed Isaac.
"She's still a little hurt, you know how when papa died she was very sad and she was always mad. People just cope differently, you notice how she's been cleaning up a lot. She just wants your room to be cleaned too."I said, man India need to put her anger into something else not my daughter.
India did not come out her room so I ended up cooking dinner for the family.
I'm tryna give her food to her and she snap on me.
I go in her room. I see she crying, so I set the food down and go to her. I try to hug her , but she snaps.
"Stop Lucas, just stop, I know what you're doing. I Told you I don't want you around me ,I even ignored you. I won't let you take advantage."
"What am I doing India "
"You taking me being vulnerable as a way to get back with me. All that hugging and doing stuff for me. I don't need that."
I chuckled "Really India? When did me just being there for you became me tryna get back with you . I ain't doing nothing different from what I did when your dad passed away. If I was tryna get back with you. I'd let it be known . I'm just making sure my baby mama is good and she not tryna kill herself again. I'm tryna help you get better, but you just becoming mad annoying." I said before getting up and leaving.
"I don't need your help!" She yelled.
"I'm not giving it no more, so shut up and eat your dinner."
"Fuck you nigga, don't tell me to shut up!"
"Shut up India! Cállate la boca! Be quiet! Hush! Silencio"
"Leave Lucas!"
"I can't leave, I gotta be the mom and dad for your children cause you not doing it. Plus I stay here now."
No response, but Luna jumped up and down and said "You live with us now !"
Lana started jumping too and copying her older sister.
That night she called herself being a mother , tryna tuck the girls in bed and rock Isaac to sleep as if she had been doing this These past few weeks.
