Lucas Pov
I woke up in a hotel in pain, not knowing why I was there.
My lip is busted, I knew I had to have two black eyes, my ass and dick was all out, there was India's wedding dress cut open, and my knife I keep in my car on the sofa.
Rubbing my head I said to myself "What the hell happened?"
Karrueche came in the hotel room.
"Did I do what I think I did."I said to her.
"If you think you raped India, that's exactly what you did. And when you cut her dress open use also cut her stomach, not a deep cut but it's a scar now "Karrueche said packing India stuff.
I broke down and started crying. I never meant to do that. I hope she understands I was drunk and it wasn't of me. Man I never meant to hurt her. I love her. Damn I truly fucked up.
"Get your shit and Leave Lucas. And stay away from India, if I find out you're anywhere near her I'll call the police. See she didn't want to call the police on you, but I will."Karrueche said.
"Why would you do that ,you know my heart. You know I was drunk and I would never do that with a sober mind."I cried.
"It doesn't matter, what you did really changed her, She's really gon through it and you know it, from being touched as a little girl and now raped two times. She's going through deep depression right now. I went to visit her last night, Keith couldn't get her to eat, she barely blinked , she was silent, she can't be left alone, and she doesn't want to do anything."
"I didn't mean to do it, I'm sorry. I really am."I cried.
"Just go, you caused enough pain."
I pulled my pants up and walked out. Tears streamed down my eyes as I called India.
Phone Call
Me- I'm sorry India I really am
Keith-Don't call her phone again
Me-Man you gotta understand I'm sorry for everything, I was drunk. I didn't even know I did it until Kae told me. I don't even remember even what happened yesterday. Please understand I'd never do that if I was in the right mindset. Please understand this. I love her, I'd never intentionally try to hurt her. I apologize for everything man. I apologize for not only hurting her but hurting you too. I'm really sorry.
Keith- Apology accepted man. Don't beat yourself up about it and don't hurt yourself . We both understand you were drunk and you didn't know what you were doing. You are still loved. Just pray for her and yourself.
Me-*sniffs* thanks for understanding, you're a good man. I'm glad it's you who married her and no one else. Thanks for treating her and my daughter so well.
Keith - Welcome, be blessed.
Me-You too, bye
Keith-Bye
End of phone call
Hearing that made me feel better. I went over to Dylan's he's another positive person I have in my life.
Keith Pov
I understand he didn't mean to do that, he was drunk,and honestly I don't want him to beat himself up about it. It would honestly hurt us all if he committed suicide. He just needs help. But he does need to stay away because India keeps having bad dreams and thinking everybody is either Tyson or Lucas.
Lucas Pov
"You look torn up, what happened to you?"Dylan said as I walked in the house.
"I raped India yesterday, on her wedding day."I said.
"Why would you do that?"He said.
"I was drunk, and I drunkily confessed my love for her and it wasn't in the right way whatsoever, I really regret. I feel bad about it too because this not her first time being raped and I know she trusted me and never would have thought I'd ever do that to her."
"Damn man you really fucked up, you better hope they don't lock you up again. I honestly can't give you words of positivity on something like that, rape is rape man. Start praying and find God. Cause you really need him. And be prepared for the bite in the ass. You really need to move on from her too. Cause she really turning you crazy. Accept that she moved on and you do the same. Love ya bruh, keep ya head up and learn from this."he said.
