Zoe

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After I hung the phone up with Kwan I jumped in the shower and took care of my hygiene. I did my makeup and hair after I got out and dressed. I wanted to look and smell good when he got here. I got to make him see that it's me that he wants and not Amira. I mean I know they are engaged but I'm his baby mama too and I love him too. This is not fair to me to be alone and go through this all by myself. He has to make a choice and I want it now.

After about 45 minutes my doorbell rings. I walk to the door and open it. It was Kwan. I let him in. He didn't say anything when he came in. I closed the door and sat next to him on the couch. I looked at him. He was furious. You was able to tell. I tried to rub his face and he moved my hand. "What's wrong baby?" I said trying to comfort him. "Damn Zoe why you don't get it? I asked you not to call me I'll call you. Now you have made this even harder for me." Kwan yelled.

"Wait don't blame me for this. You the one decided to tell her without talking to me about the situation first. So if anything you made this hard not me. We could still be in love and without all the damn restrictions if you would have kept your damn mouth closed. So don't bring it here. It was you not me." Zoe said snapping back. "Oh no what you not gonna do is blame me for this shit. We both play apart in this. Now Amira done heard us talking on the phone and all. Now she won't talk to me." Kwan said rubbing his hands over his face.

"That's why I said just leave her." Zoe said rubbing Kwan leg. "Hell nah are you crazy Zoe? You knew from the beginning that I loved her and was not leaving her. So don't act like you the victim here cause you are not. I shouldn't have messed with you from the fucking start." Kwan said pushing her hand off him. "So you gonna sit here and act like I don't exist? I'm your baby mama too. I have feelings too. You said you loved me. And now you act like this?" Zoe yelled screaming and crying.

She stood up and turned her back to Kwan. She cried hysterically as she faced the wall. Kwan got up and turned her to him. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her on the lips. "Baby I'm sorry. I'm just aggravated with this entire situation. Don't be mad at me." Kwan said pulling her in for a hug. "Why you do this to me Kwan. I mean am I not good enough for you? I do all you ask me to do but Amira gets all of you and I don't. And that's not fair to me." Zoe said as she cried.

"Look I'm sorry ok. I didn't mean for all of this to happen. I was never planning on cheating on her. I love her. She has been there for me since I was a kid. When my mother died she was there. We have a special bond and I fucked up on it. I didn't want to hurt her or you. This has to stop though. I can't keep doing this to her or you." Kwan said. "What about me?
What about what I want and feel?" Zoe said looking him in his eyes.

"I will always be here for you. I'll help take care of the baby and give you all the help you need. But we can't keep doing this to her. She deserves better and I got to give it to her. She's the woman that I want to marry. I love you but I can't do this anymore. I need you to understand this."
Kwan said lifting Zoe head with his fingers. Zoe pushes his hand away. "No Kwan this is not fair and I don't accept this. You said you loved me." Zoe yelled as more tears fell down her face.

"I do love you but I just can't be with you. Zoe I love you but I'm in love with Amira." Kwan said. Zoe backed away out of his hold. She flopped down on the sofa and put her face in her hands and cried again. Kwan came and sat next to her and rubbed her back. "Zoe I'm so sorry for this. If I could take this back I would. I wouldn't involve you in this at all. I promise I will take care of my baby. I don't believe in not taking care of my responsibilities."
He explained.

"But I can't do this with you anymore. And if you love me the way you say you do, you would accept this and let me do this." Kwan said. "No I don't accept this and I'm not gonna give up either. I'm the mother of your child too. You said you loved me. That's something you just don't go around saying. You slept with me more than once. Just the other day we slept together. I was not a one night stand. So stop trying to treat me like one."

"I never said that. Why would I treat you like that? I'm just saying all we can be now is parents. I will coparent with you but we can't be together." Kwan said standing up. "And where the hell do you think you going?" Zoe asked. "I'm going to find my fiancé and fix things with her. That's who I want and that's who I am going to marry. Let me know when you have your appointments so I can be there with you. But I can't do this with you anymore." Kwan said walking to the door.

"Kwan if you walk out that door you will regret this." Zoe threatens him. Kwan looked at her and walked out the door and left.

What will happen now????

Will she cause more trouble????

Will he get Amira back???

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