*book 1* The Nightmare They Call Life

Chapter 6

I stood there shocked at what I saw in front of me. He pulled me into his car as he drove off. Almost as kidnapping but I was his kid. I was his. I could not escape from him. He will find me and he will find away to torture me.

"Where do you think you were going little bitch? I haven't seen you around at the house."

"Oh please you only come by once a week and mom is never home because she is away doing work and Paris is living with grandma now. I'm alone in that house so I away for a while."

"Don't talk back to me missy. I am your father and you will not talk to me in that type of tone."

"Ok." Was all I said. I didn't want to get into a fight with him considering I was tired and he was the last thing I needed.

We drove in silence all the way home. I checked my phone and I have 3 missed calls from Ryan and 3 text messages from him.

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Message 1: "hey where are you at?"

Message 2: "hey you ok?"

Message 3: "seriously Skylar this isn't funny. I'm freaking out, where are you?

Missed call 1: "hey it's Ryan just wondering where you were at."

Missed call 2: "seriously call or text me back."

Missed call 3: "Skylar are you ok?"

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I ran up to my room knowing I only have a short amount of time before my dad comes up to do God knows what to me. I dialed Ryan's number as fast as I could and I hit call.

At that my moment my dad came into my room and started cussing at me. His words hurt but I could also hear Ryan on the other side he sounds pissed and I needed to get the point across to him that I was at my house because my dad found where I was.

He started cussing at me again and all I wanted to do was cry but I couldn't. If I showed any emotion he would do God knows what. I just sat there looked down upon myself feeling as useless as anyone could possibly feel at this moment.

He walked toward me and started kissing me. I couldn't handle this. I pushed him off and he slapped me and threw me on my bed. He took off his belt as he started raping me. I could feel every bone in my body giving up. I wanted to die. I deserved to. He was right when he said it to me. Granted it was in a dream but still. How could anyone look at me the same knowing I've been raped? The answer would be no one.

I screamed because the pain was unbearable. There were tears forming in my eyes and he started slapping me. He told me that if I wouldn't cooperate he would hit me with his belt. I didn't know how to cooperate at this moment. How the fuck would anyone cooperate to being raped?

He thrust into me harder and I screamed in pain once again. He took his belt and slapped it across my chest 3 times. I could feel blood flowing out of my chest from where he just hit me.

I feel so useless. I just want Ryan here.

5 more minutes of this happening to me and I was covered in blood. The next thing I know is that I hear a loud shot and my dad was on the floor. I didn't know if this was a dream so I closed my eyes and prayed that everything was going to be alright. I looked up and I saw that Ryan had shot my dad and my dad had blood pouring out of him. There was blood everywhere. On me, on him, in my sheets and now on Ryan.

Ryan aimed the gun and shot my dad 3 more times just to make sure he was dead so that I would be safe. I was glad he was here to save me and I was glade my dad was gone and out of the picture. I was glad I wouldn't have to deal with him anymore but I would have to deal with the nightmares.

The next thing I know is Ryan picking me up and carrying me out to his car. I'm guessing he got some gas in there.

He drove me to his house and bathed me. He tucked me into bed and told me to sleep. He said that we would talk about this tomorrow and the next thing I know is that I fell asleep.

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I woke up feeling nothing but pain in my lower abdominal area. It hurt just to move. There was no way in hell I was going to school for a while. I looked over to see Ryan starring at me. Well that's not creepy.

"Where you watching me sleep?"

"No. Just making sure you were breathing and alive."

"So you were watching me."

"Well you could say that but I'm calling it brief check ups."

"Ok. You call it what ever you want."

"Ok. I will."

"Ok."

"So about what happened." He said.

"Yeah I'm sorry you had to see that and hear that."

"It's ok. Like I said. You don't have to apologize to me. When you called me I figured you did it on purpose so you knew that I would get the message, and I did."

"I was hoping. But what took you so long?"

"I had to get gas for starters and then I had to come back here and get my gun."

"Ok. Why didn't you ever tell me you had a gun in the first place?"

"It's a secret. My grandmother kept it for emergencies and I knew that this was an emergency so I had to do what was right and I had to use it."

"Oh well thank you for helping me."

"You're welcome but how did he find you?"

"I don't know. He has ways of finding anyone and anything. But now he can't because that piece of shit is dead and I want to thank you for that."

"You're welocme. I just want you to be safe and with him gone I know you will be safer."

"Yeah."

But what he didn't know is that he can't protect me from my thoughts and my actions.

"I have to tell you something Skylar and I've been keeping it from you for a while now but I didn't know the right time but I know that now is the right time."

"Ok you can tell me."

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Sorry to cut it short again. I know you probably hate me but I want there to be a cliff hanger and I want you guys to be suprised. I can't wait to write the next chapter so that's what I'm going to do. But I'm not going to publish it until I'm completely done with the whole chapter. Hope you enjoyed this as much as I did.