*book 1* The Nightmare They Call Life

Chapter 26

Recap:

He got done on one knee.

"Skylar will you do the honor of joining me to go to Flordia for Christmas break."

Oh my god. I thought he was going to propose. What kind of ass hole does that? Oh my god I feel like slapping him.

"Uh Skylar I need an answer." He finally said.

"Yes I will go, but why did you have to get down on one knee for?"

"I wanted to scare you."

"Well, great job. You did scare me."

"YESS! I was hoping I would." He said a little to excited.

"Can we just go home now?" I asked getting impatient.

"No we have to watch the sunset."

"Ok." I said. This could be romantic, only if he doesn't be an ass hole.

After we watched the sunset we headed back to our car and drove back home.

"Hey I'm going to shower." Ryan said.

"Ok, but you have to hurry I have to take one too."

"Want to take one together?" He suggested. I was a little creeped out by that, but he's already seen me naked so why not.

"Sure."

We hopped into the shower together and I just looked over his body. Damn he looked fine. Why I haven't I seen him naked before this? Why does he have all the fun?

"Checking me out huh?" He asked, well, I guess he caught me staring.

"Hey. You've already seen me naked. This isn't a shocker to you." I said pointing towards myself. "But that is a shocker for me since I never saw you naked before." I said as I did a weird hand motion over his body to show him that I was shocked.

We both got our hair wet and he put the shampoo in my hair and he washed my hair for me. I did the same for him but he is taller than me so I did have some problems but I got it.

We were getting close to the end of our shower. I was just thinking about him the whole time, like seriously, this guy looks amazing I bet he would be amazing in- no Skylar don't think like that, I mentally told myself. Damn I should not be thinking about him like that, yeah we are dating and stuff, but no you don't need to think like that. Wow I'm so selfish. I bet he's not even thinking about me like that.
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Ryan's POV:

Why does Skylar look at me like she wants to eat me? This is creepy.

"Babe, you ok?" I finally ask her.

"Yeah, why?" She asked, sounding confused.

"Well, you are looking at me like you want to eat me."

"Oh sorry. I didn't realize I was doing that." She said as she looked away from me. I made her look at me and she was blushing so much.

"What were you thinking about?" I asked stepping closer to her even though I clearly know what she was thinking about now, that blush told it all.

"Nothing it's not important." She said really fast.

"Obviously it is if you are blushing that much and you are talking really fast." I know I'm probably being an ass hole but I want her to say it.

"No it's not important." She said.

"Are you sure?" I kept pushing for her to tell me.

"No." Oh she finally cracked.

"Tell me." I finally said, but then realized I probably sounded desperate.

"I was thinking about you and I, together, in that special way." She finally said. I can't believe she finally said it, I've been waiting for her to say it for a while now.

"You mean sex?" I asked, I clearly knew what she ment, but I wanted to make her embarrased again. I'm such a mean person.

"Yes, Ryan, oh my god you didn't need to say it that's why I didn't say it." She said embarrassed.

"Ok." Was all I said, and there was this smile that was just plastered on my face. I couldn't help it, this girl is driving me crazy.

"Can I find out?" She asked. Those 4 words I've been waiting to hear. I wasn't going to pressure her but I think she's ready."

"Are you ready?" I asked, getting nervous. Wow now is the time you get nervous Ryan, what's wrong with you? You've never been nervous before.

"Yes. I am, that's why I asked."

"Yeah. When do you want to find out?" I asked probably sounding so clueless.

The next thing I know she just kissed me, well, I guess she wants to know now. She ran her tounge along my bottom lip, she was clearly asking for an enterence. I let her in. We had a hot make out session, I pulled away and she looked at me confused.

"Go into the bedroom I'll be there in a minute" with that she walked out. I turned off the water and went into the bedroom. She looked so sexy. I climbed on top of her and kissed her. We battled for dominance once again and I won. I was in control now. She started moaning and I was barely even touching her.

I ran my hands down her body and I got to her core. Damn this girl was already wet for me. I moved my fingers around and it didn't feel right. I looked down and she was bleeding. I looked at my hand and there was blood on my hands. Once she realized what had happend she ran into the bathroom. I ran after her.

"Skylar? Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yeah just give me a minute." She said, she sounded so embarrassed.

Once she got out of the bathroom she ran into the bedroom, I washed my hands and she was getting dressed. I decided I would get dressed too. I put on some boxers and that was it. Skylar laid down on the bed facing the opposite direction of me. I felt so bad for her this must be so embarrassing.

"Skylar would you please look at me?" I asked.

"No." She said through a muffled voice. I could tell she was crying.

"Skylar it's ok."

"No it's not it's embarrassing."

"Babe, please look at me. I need you to look at me." I pleaded, at this point I couldn't careless if I sounded like I was begging because I was. She finally decided to look at me. There were tears streaming down her face. I felt so bad for her.

"Skylar it's going to be ok. We will wait another time to do it, ok? I still love you." I said.

"I love you too." She said. I kissed her to let her know that it was going to be ok and she shouldn't be embarrassed, but I know if I were in her shoes then yeah I would be embarrassed.

I pressed Skylar into me so that we could cuddle. After a while she stopped crying. She finally fell asleep. I was still processing what had just happened. After awhile I couldn't stay awake anymore and I fell asleep with the most gorgeous woman on earth.
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Ok, well, I hope you enjoyed that. That was really awkward for me to write because I've never written a simi-sex scene before. Anyway, hope you liked it.

-Shelby