*book 1* The Nightmare They Call Life

Chapter 18

Recap:

Maia's POV:

"Dear diary,

I have something to tell you. It's pretty big.... Here..... Goes nothing...... I hate Skylar and Ryans relationship. They are so cute together and I want that. I want her. I can't help how I feel about her. That's why I turn down every guy because I don't want them. I want my bestfriend but she will never see that. She's not bi so she won't understand. I hate that I've fallen in love with my bestfriend and I can't do anything but sit and watch them kiss and hug. It makes me sick. I want that.

-sincerely,

Fucked up person"

Yes I love my bestfriend and yes I know it's wrong and apparently a sin but love is love no matter what gender, what age, what height. It doesn't matter. If you truly love someone you would do anything for them and you wouldn't want to break their heart. Ever. That's the problem with guys at my school they are players and once you think you've fallen in love with them they break your heart and go out with someone else behind your back. It sucks having your heart broken but that's why I turn down guys but I end up breaking my own heart because of Skylar.

I soon fell asleep after I wrote in my diary. It felt nice to actually put how I feel onto paper for once.

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Ryans POV:

"Hey dude can I bring Skylar over for guys night? She's passed out drunk so she's probably going to be sleeping the whole time." I asked Luke. I felt bad for bringing my girlfriend to guys night but then again I didn't want to bail.

"Yeah, sure, no problem." He said a little excited.

"Ok I'll be over in 10 minutes."

I drove in silence, mostly because my girlfriend is passed out in the back seat.

"Mmm Ryan." She moaned in her sleep.

What the hell I thought. Is she dreaming about me?

"Ryan" She moaned again.

Yep she's definitely having a sex dream about me.

I arrived at Luke's place and got Skylar out of the back seat and threw her over my shoulder. Ok I didn't really throw her but you know what I mean.

I knocked on the door and Luke opend it immediately.

"Hey man." Luke said.

"Hey do you have any place where she can sleep?" I asked.

"Yeah she can sleep in the room we are sleeping in but she can sleep next to you."

"Ok." I said as I laughed.

"Can you hand me my bag?" I asked.

"Yeah." Luke said as he handed me my bag.

"Thanks man. I'm going to go get dressed and I'm going to dress Skylar too."

"Ok."

I went into the bathroom and I laid Skylar down on the floor so I could get dressed. I took my clothes off and got in my pajamas. Which was just boxers since I get hot a lot and I only brought a baggy tee shirt and basketball shorts so I was going to let Sky wear them. As soon as I got dressed I undressed Skylar and she started moaning again. Damn she's going to make this extremely hard for me to undress her while she's moaning from a dream. I undressed her quickly and she looked beautiful even with her scars. I quickly put my clothes on her. I picked up the bag and slung it over my shoulder and then I picked Skylar up bridal style. We went back into the room and Luke was just in shorts.