*book 1* The Nightmare They Call Life

Chapter 24

Skylar's POV:

I was walking around school today when I heard Crystal talking about me with her other friends. I heard her say that she is pretending to be my friend. Oh wow way to go Skylar you are so dumb for welcoming her into your life. I felt so stupid. I felt like no one likes me. How could I not tell she was lying. Well if she wants to play that game I'll let her. Just don't tell her anything about your life, who knows what she'll do.

I walked in the other direction clearly pissed off. I don't understand why my life is such hell. I don't understand why people do what they do to me. I don't understand any of it. I hate everyone and everything, why was I even born? They are right I am worthless. I am nothing. I don't deserve to live because I am a nasty person that no one likes. I ran to go find Ryan and tell him what happened. When I finally found him he came up to me with a huge smile on his face.

"You skipping first period too?" He asked.

"Yeah. I didn't feel like going and I have to tell you something." I said.

"Ok well you can tell me anything."

"Crystal is pretending to be my friend."

"Oh I'm so sorry Sky. I know this must be hard for you because you do get bullied and people don't like you but I love you and you mean the world to me, so, don't do anything stupid."

"I love you too." I said. He held me in his arms and a little while later we both went to our second period class.

Once we were at lunch I pretended I like Crystal and I was careful not to tell her anything about my life or anything that could harm me later on.

The day went by really fast. I had a ton of homework and a lot more from when I was absent for awhile because of my father. I worked for hours on my homework until Ryan got home with food. I wasn't really that hungry so I didn't eat, but Ryan being the pig he is, he ate mine too. After Ryan ate he took his shower and I continued my homework. Once he got out of the shower I took mine while he did his homework. We do things at opposite times so we both get our work done and then we can be together at the end.

I got out of the shower and Ryan was finished with his homework. He was laying on the bed relaxing. He looked so cute. I came up to his side and I have him a hug.

"What was that for?" He asked.

"I just wanted to hug you."

"Ok."

"Lay in the middle of the bed on your stomach."

"Why?" He asked in a confused manor.

"Just do it."

"Ok." He said as he laid himself on the bed on his stomach. Once he was laid down I straddled him and took his shirt off.

"Woah! Babe, what are you doing?" He asked, sounding a bit confused.

"Relax, ok."

"Uh ok."

I started to massage his lower back, knowing that his back might hurt. Then I did his neck and shoulders. He moaned everytime so I knew he liked it.

"Thanks babe. I really enjoyed that."

"I know you would." I said as I gave him a kiss.

"Your hands are magical." He said to me.

"Thanks." I said and laughed a little bit.

I was tired from everything that has been happening so I decided I would go to sleep. Ryan went to sleep too because after that massage he looked tired. Hell he almost fell asleep while I was giving him the massage. I'm just happy that I found someone who actually cares about me.