My Love

Fears? lol jk

So crazy stared off the meeting like she did everyone saying, "Hey guys how's everyone." Then today she decided to fucking talk about our fears like uhh no. She tries to had to be like Patrick. She said, "Guys what are your fears?" I knew what I wanted to say and that was my current fear is this chair is going to fucking break and im going to end up on my ass. In that moment Logan laughed and was looking at me. As if he read my mind because he began looking at my chair. Then she called on me she asked, "Addison what are your current fears." I responded back with, "this crappy chair there is a 100% chance it is about to break." Ms.Catrina looked at me with anger. She asked Logan and of course he stood yo and bowed which made me giggle. He began, "My fears are the dark corners of my Addison's mind." He paused to look at me, I looked at him like I was going to punch him in the face. He smiled and continued, "that's where the darkest things hide the evil things hide. Everything and everyone that has bullied her. I am scared to know what lurks in those corners." He began tearing up and took a deep breath, "Addison I love you and baby I'm going to help you get though this." He sat down and ms.crazy ate that up she was in tears. I was laughing actually because he brought it up. Jack stood up and said, "My fears are the nights when it gets really bad and I have the pills in my hand and Addie just knows and begins spamming me with 'I love you don't do this, ily, please don't' I'm scared one day I won't get a text or call and actually do it." He looked at me and showed a tiny smile. Kevin said, "my fears are losing this, the support group. It has kinda helped me. I love you guys. Please don't do anything I love you." Ms.Catrina looked at me and said, "Are you ready to be serious." I looked at her and nodded. I began, "My fears are my depression, it has been terrible at night. I may seem okay but at night I'm a wreck. I'm not looking for your 'oh I'm sorry' and everything else I can get though this myself Logan. I've had it under control for a while I can handle it. Thank you though. I love you too Logan."