My Love

Insane

Anderson wanted me to "succeed"? Nope, there was a 100% chance there was a catch to this shit and I needed to know what it is. Was it Ms.Catrina, I bet she had something to do with this. I don't blame him for listening, the woman is completely insane. I'm quite scared of her myself. I have learned to live with her though I have known her since kinder and she's not leaving anytime soon. She has been like this since 4 th grade. I mean that's when drama began. I really don't know what im supposed to do with her. Then again maybe there was no catch, maybe Mr.Anderson just wanted me to be successful. I'm very confused then again when am I not confused. Anyway Anderson wants me to be successful, what is he up to. He got me out of trouble I don't think anyone has done that for me. I really wish he didn't do it though because then maybe I would finally have a bad-girl repetition. Hey a "bad-girl repetition" is better than being "Little Miss Depression" I don't know what you think but to me it's better.
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I walked into my classroom and I heard whispers of, "look little miss depressed is back" and "what happened" and "I heard she got in a fight." I finally had enough I stood on the chair and as the teacher was screaming get down I was screaming "You think your better than me when in reality you're not, you're nothing, you're fucking worthless. You little shits you're gunna make fun of me." I paused to her my teacher talk to the intercom saying, "yes I need and administration quickly!" I threw my twi favorite fingers in the air and continued, "You think this shit I hear your whispers isn't going to fucking hurt my feelings. I wish you had the balls to tell me to my face you little shits! You're gunna talk about me I leave or get dragged out! Im not crazy just tired of your crap! Fuck you all" I saw 5 teachers crowd behind ready to catch me. I screamed "Ey ya ya ya ya" and fell backwards. As they stood me up I blew kisses and 5 of the others kids began screaming and clapping which caused them to be walked out with me. We walked in one of those popular girls triangles and began chanting "You told me to think about it well I did well i dont want to feel a thing anymore" and "Imagine living like a King for a day." I felt a smirk come upon my face.
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"Ms.Matthews you know what you have caused," Ms.Johnson said. "Yes, I new revolution. The kids like me won't let this happen to them again. I will not let people like me get put down for not being like the so called 'normal kids.' You see I dont want to be at the bottom I want to be at the top I want the populars to know who's the boss." She looked interested in my words. "You see we have always been at the bottom. I'm not saying we are gunna be at the tope to bully the populars. I'm saying we are at the top to do a better job 'ruling this little kingdom' than they did." At that moment the door flew open and Logan ran in and hugged me. I looked at him like what happened? He said, "are you okay?" He checked me face. "Uhh yeah im okay why wouldn't I be?" I looked at him confused. "You got beat up," he looked concerned. Ms.Johnson said, "no she began giving her opinion, a very worded one at that, to the class and was screaming and pointing." She went through the cameras and saw what I did and said. I had no idea I sat down before I began screaming, holy shit I even flicked off the camera. Logan gasped when he saw the look in my eyes before I began screaming. He stuttered, "I-I've s-seen that look before." He looked at me and I said, "well keep going."