Just Talking

You Need to Talk to Girls to Have Sex With Them

He couldn't catch his breath, she was everywhere, her lips eating his up, her fingers running through his hair, her scent in his nostrils. All he could do was moan, all he could do was submit. He heard her whisper his name, gasping softly when he brought her hips down on his to grind against her. He needed her, he needed her naked, he needed to be in her....

He didn't care how much the dress had cost her, when the zipper caught he ripped it off, tossing it to the side. He felt her fingers scrambling against the buttons on his shirt, undoing them one by one...

He had no idea how they'd ended up here...

Her body was a temple and he was its worshipper. He didn't know where the bed had come from, had it always been there? But he pushed her back onto it, lips meeting hers again....he needed her...he needed her...

"Y/N." He moaned as she palmed him and thrust his hips forward into her hand. Please don't tease....please let me take you....

His alarm went off and with a start Jungkook opened his eyes and groaned, rolling to his side. It was just a dream, it was always a dream. No matter how successful during the day he was at clearing his head of their makeout session, at night his mind betrayed him, leaving him rock hard when he woke up. And, as guilty as he felt sometimes, thinking about only one person relieved him.

He never thought that if he got married he'd still have to take care of himself.

He thought about her a lot. When he studied English he debated texting her some of his questions but hesitated, wondering if he'd be bothering her. He might be on break from tour but she still had classes she was teaching. How soon was too soon to text her? How about hanging out with her again?

He went back to visit his parents for a couple days, hoping it'd be a distraction, but they kept asking questions about her and wondering when they could meet the woman who had saved his father's face and joined their family. He couldn't even text her hi, how was he going to ask her to come visit his family?

"Have you guys talked at all since you took her out?" Jimin asked one day as they laid on the sofa, mindlessly scrolling through their phones. Jungkook juts sighed heavily and closed his eyes. Jimin laughed a little. "I'll take that as a no."

"Why am I so awkward, hyung." It wasn't really a question but Jimin answered anyway.

"Because you think girls are scary." Jungkook processed that. It wasn't....entirely wrong. "Let me ask you," Jimin rolled over and rested his cheek on Jungkook's shoulder. "What do you want out of talking to her?"

"Um....a friend? I think? We could be married for a long time and...if I'm going to be married I don't want distance. I always imagined..." Jungkook swallowed. "I always imagined it'd be like being married to a best friend. But I barely know her." He covered his face with his hand. "And she's kind of intimidating."

"Is that all?" Jimin couldn't help teasing the maknae a bit but right at that moment Jin walked in on his way to the kitchen, overhearing the last part of their conversation.

"Yah, of course it's not. He's a man, he only wants one thing!"

"You're a man, hyung!" Jimin shot back. Jin bowed slightly, a grin on his face.

"I know, thank you for noticing. Yah, Jungkookie." Jin winked, he couldn't resist taking the shot. "You know, in order for girls to want to have sex with you you have to talk to them first." He laughed as Jungkook blushed a furious red and continued on to the kitchen.

"Yah!" Jungkook knew Jin wasn't wrong though. "Oh my god." He muttered. Jimin laughed and poked him.

"He's not wrong."

"Not you too!"

"I think you should just text her hi. Ask her what she's been doing. Talk about her. Don't stress too much and see where it goes." Jimin went serious, not wanting to embarrass his dongsaeng too much. He knew this was hard on him.

"You think so?"

"Yes." Jungkook pursed his lips and then opened Kakao on his phone.

"Okay."

"Wait, you're doing it right now?!" Jungkook got a mouthful of Jimin's hair as the hyung tried to get a better look at the screen. "Waaaah, you did." It was just a "hi" but Jungkook didn't want to give himself a chance to back out.