A New Turn

Chapter 45

LOUIS POV

Things were going amazingly with Caitlin. I couldn't believe this was happening. But we had known each other for about four or five months now, and things were very serious with her. I could tell that this had been coming for a while now, and I was glad that it was finally happening.

The energy between us was electrifying. The heat between us was burning as bright as the sun. I had never felt anything like it, and I don't think anyone else could provide me with this feeling.

But then it all stopped.

She pulled away, very unexpectedly. I thought she wanted this just as much as I did. Maybe I was thinking the wrong thing.

"Is everything ok?" I immediately asked her.

"I just can't do this. Not yet." I didn't understand what she was saying to me.

"Why not?"

"Because of Justin." And I climbed off of her straight away. I had honestly let that slip my mind. I had obviously thought about it since that afternoon that she told me and and the rest of the boys about it, but I hadn't really thought about it recently. I know how hard this must be for her. I mean, I know exactly how she is feeling. I've been in that place before, unsure if I could ever give myself to anyone again.

I sat a little awkwardly beside her, unknowing of what to do or say next. I could see her out of the corner of my eye. She wasn't looking at me, I didn't know if she could look at me. She sat beside me, in her light pink lace bra and and black leggings which, let's be honest, fitted her amazingly. And I sat only in my dark blue skinny jeans.

I didn't know who was meant to speak next. Was I meant to bring it up? Was I meant to change subject to something completely different? I hadn't exactly been in this situation before.

"Um.." I began before she cut me off, thank god.

"Lou, I'm sorry. I didn't think that this was still an issue for me." She sounded a little upset.

I opened my mouth to say something, but she kept talking, something that she did a lot when she was nervous or felt bad for something.

"Trust me, I want to do 'this', and I thought I could..."

This time I cut her off. I think she would have kept going or rambling if I hadn't.

"Caitlin, it's fine." She was a little startled when I started talking. But I don't really know why I did. I didn't know what else to say to her.

"I totally understand. Just whenever you're ready ok?" She shyly nodded her head, obviously still slightly embarrassed for ending our moment.

"But will you do one thing with me?" I asked her with a slight smirk upon my face, and she nodded again.

"Spend the night?" I asked her nervously, unsure of what her answer would be. Lucky for me, she nodded again. But I think she needed to stop with the nods now.

She grabbed her fitting white shirt off of the floor beside her but I stopped her in her tracks, I had a thought.

"Hey, do you maybe want to sleep in my shirt?" I know how weird it must sound, but it really turns me on when girls wear my clothes.

And without a second thought, she dropped hers back on the ground and raced over and picked up mine and threw it over her head before placing her dancer's arms into each short sleeve. The shirt ended just under her bum and I couldn't have been more turned on at that point.

Well that was until her black leggings dropped to the floor, leaving her only in my shirt. I hadn't realised that my mouth had fallen slightly open, so I shut it as quick as I good before she had a chance to notice.