shattered heart | j.j.k

Period | 31

Y/N's POV:

Two classes had passed and it was time for lunch.  I was extremely hungry today so I rushed to grab my packed lunch.  It's been a regular thing to sit with Bangtan during lunch period, they wanted me to sit with them and I wanted to sit with them so I did.

My lower stomach started hurting badly, it felt like my muscles were getting twisted inside of me.  It confused me because I didn't drink water before I ran in P.E. and I didn't even have breakfast so it couldn't be because I was too bloated.

Clutching my stomach, I slowly walked over to Bangtan's table.  Everybody was already there including Jungkook and  Ji Woo.  I stopped for a moment to think about sitting with them.  It's not like I didn't want to sit with them, something was stopping me.  Or rather, someone.  Ji Woo was full on glaring at me.  The last thing I wanted to do was to cause a fight with her, but it would seem weird if I didn't eat lunch with them.

'Should I?  Or should I not?'   I probably looked weird just thinking to myself in the middle of the cafeteria because I was getting glances.  I decided to just head over.  I'm safe and protected because of the other members, Ji Woo wouldn't dare make a move.  A part of me also wanted to make her angry and annoyed.

Smiling innocently, I made my way towards their table and seated myself next to Taehyung.  Even though I wanted to make Ji Woo frustrated, I knew my boundaries as another girl.  I wasn't about to sit in between them or next to Jungkook, and I'm hell as not going to sit next to Ji Woo.  Thankfully, upon seeing me, Taehyung and Jin scooted over to make space for me.

"Hey Y/N," Taehyung said cheerfully.  Through the side of my eye, I could see her gritting her teeth but I just ignored it.

"Hi Taehyung!  Hello everybody."  Everybody greeted me and continued eating.  I was in the middle of taking out my lunch when my body reacted again.  This time, it was really bad.  Not only were my muscles twisting and turning, they wanted to fly out of my body.  I bit my lip to tolerate the pain and just acted normal.

My body wasn't cooperating with me today but I still wanted to eat.  I put a spoonful of kimchi fried rice into my mouth when something made me want to choke.  From under the table, someone kicked me in the shin.  I knew it wasn't any of the other members, I looked towards Ji Woo.  She was smiling innocently, her hand around Jungkook's waist.

Choking, I grabbed my water bottle and chugged down the clear liquid.  

"Are you okay?"  Jin asked.

"Y-yeah, I'm o-okay, I just choked on my food," I said still coughing.  Throughout me choking, the pain in my body just kept going.  It was so bad that I wanted to cry but I held it in.  Clutching my stomach, I continued to eat my food as if nothing was wrong.

I was shifting my body a lot to try and find a place where my stomach could be a bit less painful when everybody suddenly looked at me wide eyed.  Ji Woo was trying to hid her smile.  'What are they looking at?'   

"Y-Y/N, you're bleeding," Taehyung said.

I looked down to see the school bench smeared with blood and the bottom of my skirt stained with red.  I immediately got off the bench and got my tried to wipe the blood off.

'That explains my sudden mood changes and cramps.  Your so stupid Y/N, you've had it for five years already and you still don't remember?'

"I-I'm s-so sorry, let me clean this up.  I-I didn't know!"  A little bit of blood stained the side of Taehyung's pants, probably because I kept on smearing it everywhere when I was moving.  Taehyung got up and helped me but I refused his help.

"TaeTae, don't touch it.  You're just going to get your hands dirty.  It's gross okay?"  I smiled at him and gently pushed his hand away.  The rest of the members all got up but Jungkook to help me.  It hurt my feelings a bit but I understood why he did it.  He had a girlfriend, he can't just be helping another girl with her period.  Plus, it's weird to be touching blood when it's not yours.

"Guys, sit down.  I'll do this myself."  Even though I was dying on the inside, I just smiled and shooed them away.  I was humiliated, the rest of the cafeteria was watching and some were even taking videos.  I wanted to cry because of everyone staring, but I couldn't for my friends.

Luckily, the bench was made of plastic and not wood so I was able to clean it off, but Taehyung's pants weren't made of plastic.  "I-I'm really sorry TaeTae, I got my blood all over your pants."  I looked down at him apologetically.  I then grabbed a napkin and wet it with some of my water.  "Here, let me get the stain off."

I kneeled down on the floor to avoid staining anything and started scrubbing the side of his pants.  I was experienced with getting blood stains out after all my accidents.  You only needed water.  In fact, using other soaps might make it even more difficult to get out.

"I-I'm o-okay Y/N," Taehyung stuttered out.  His cheeks were flushed red and he was sweating a little bit.

"Let me do this TaeTae, I'm the one who bled all over you."  I wet the napkin more and scrubbed even harder.  The stain was slowly disappearing and it was almost all gone when Taehyung grabbed my wrist.

"Look Y/N, I'm fine, I'm more worried for you than me.  You're still bleeding yet you're wasting your time cleaning a measly stain off my pants."  His gaze made me nervous and blush.

"TaeTae, I'm fine, the stain is almost gone, just let me finish getting it off."  I tried prying his fingers off but I couldn't.  It was like they were glued onto my hand.  I could see Jungkook almost narrowing his eyes at us which I didn't understand.

"Y/N, stop it.  I'm fine."  He pulled on my wrist and made me stand up.  "Hang on in there, I'll be back with some pads, for now, cover your skirt using my jacket."  Taehyung was in the middle of taking his jacket off when Jungkook abruptly stood up and threw me his jacket.

His kind action sparked fireworks in my stomach.  I was really happy, too  happy.  I bit my lip to contain my smile.

Ji Woo stared at him wide eyed and then turned to look at me angrily.  "Just use mines, you already used Taehyung's last time," Jungkook said.  I didn't want to use his jacket because I would ruin it and also because Ji Woo would kill me, but it's true, I already used Taehyung's last time when Ji Woo spilled her tea on me.

"It's fine Jungkookie," Taehyung said, handing me his jacket.

"I-it's really okay TaeTae, I'll just use Jungkook's because I used yours last time."  I grabbed his jacket and clothed him in it again.  Then, I wrapped Jungkook's around my waist to hide the stain.  

"Thanks Jungkook, sorry for using your jacket.  I'll wash it and return it to you tomorrow," I said apologetically.

"Okay then, I'll be back in around ten minutes with pads.  Wait here," Taehyung said before dashing off school campus.

"Are you okay Y/N?  Does it hurt?"  Jimin asked.  (sorry I didn't include like any of the other members besides Taehyung and Jungkook.  it was really focused on the three characters and I couldn't find any place to insert them so here's jimin being nice)

"Ahh, no it doesn't hurt Chim," I lied.  The cramps still came but I couldn't make more of a scene than what already happened.  I didn't want the attention.  It scared me.  "Don't worry about me guys, just continue eating."

"How could we continue eating when you're hurt?"

To be Continued...