Play House

Chapter 39: Bluer than blue

It's now Morning, Jilliane woke up and thought to herself she must now get up to prepare breakfast for her and Roger. Suddenly, she remember that Roger had left yesterday.

" Oh... I forgot..." She said to herself and she do not know why but she felt lonely.

She decides to sleep again, but the problem is she is not sleepy anymore. She is just laying on her bed and hugging Beethoven. She is thinking about Roger. Was he still sleeping, or just like her, he can't sleep. She really wonder. But there is one thing she was sure... Her feelings for him is true and it is crystal clear to her. Now that Roger was not at home she felt she is missing him. The house was silent and now she was not used to it. She gets up and prepared her breakfast. She ate alone and she felt lonely.

Something on her mind echoing that she wants to see Roger. She really longed for him. This is the very first day that he was not at home, and she thought of what more this coming months without him. She also felt that there is a force within her that wants to go on Ridge farm to see him, but what she will do there? Just to see him?... Yes... But what more??

She cleaned the house and went also to Roger's room to clean it. As she went there, she looked around. She looked at his closet and took one of his coat. The coat in which he wore, the first time she met him on the plane and in which she had puked. She smelled it and hugged it . And thought that if she could only hug him like that. She really missed him. She put the coat back and starts to clean his room. She saw Roger's drum kit in which he called his "heart" she smiled and touched it.

"...i will take care of it..." She said to herself.

She cleaned it. And she finished cleaning his entire room. After her house work she went on her working desk. She tried to make another story... Now she has inspiration.

"... He was a rock star..." She remember Roger. "He was...every girl's dream... But his behavior...." She again remember Roger's behavior towards her in which she become a bit annoyed while writing it. "And...he has a wife..." She pertains her character was her. "... She is very beautiful... And caring..."

She just continued to write and she enjoyed it... Now she is having a lot of ideas on her new Manuscript inspired by her circumstances and Roger himself.

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It's been 3 days since the band went to Ridge Farm to rehearse their songs in which they have their song format. Roger was annoyed of his drum instrument. He is dealing with it's not good sound for 3 days now. He cannot work well on it. While they are rehearsing, he throw his drumsticks and some drum parts mostly cymbals, in which the three were surprised with his act.

"Fuck! This is shit!" He exclaimed

"Hey! What's wrong with you blondie?!" Freddie asked.

"...there's nothing wrong with me but that fucking cheap cymbals! I am dealing with it for 3 bloody days now, and I feel i am unproductive with that fucking stuffs!" He yelled.

"Roger you need to calm yourself!" Brian said to him.

"If i will continue to play that fuckin' cheap cymbals... I'll definitely quit!" Roger said. He was really pissed.

"...then what is it for you to do?" Freddie asked.

"Why won't you asked Jilliane to take your cymbals here?" Deaky asked.

"Yeah .. that would be a good idea... If you cannot work properly with this studio's cymbals, you will need your personal cymbals that was in your house!" Freddie said.

Roger thought for a moment.

"Go and call Ms. Strawberry Cheeks now!" Freddie said to him.

"But i think it will take a hard time for Jilliane to carry those stuffs..." Brian said.

"But there is no other option Brian... Roger doesn't want to play a fucking scum instrument... Even I on his place!" Freddie said.

Roger went out to have a call to Jilliane.

Meanwhile Jilliane was so busy doing her desk work.. in which she is doing 3 days already... Now she is running out of ideas.

"Oh! No!... Not that scene it's so awkward!" She said to herself while shaking her head. Suddenly, the phone rang.

"...and who is this person interrupting me?" She said to herself and she approached the phone to answer it.

"...hello this is Taylor's residence Good Morning!" She said to the other line.

"Jilliane..." Says on the line.

Suddenly her heart pound once again. She could never be mistaken on that voice. The voice in which she longed to hear 3 days now...the voice that became so sweet for her to hear It's Roger's voice... That sexy raspy voice...

"Oh! Roger!...why did you call?" She asked. She knows she is trembling and her cheeks were hot again.

"Can i ask a favor?" Roger asked.

"...what? About your "heart" don't worry they are in good state!" She smiled.

"No... Not that... I want you to come here!"

"There? At Ridge Farm? Why?" She asked.

"I want you to come here carrying my "hi-hats", my Crash cymbals and the sizzle cymbals!"

"Wait your what?!" She was surprised! Roger is commanding her to come there not to see her but to bring his cymbals in which she do not know what kind.

"My "hi-hats", my Crash Cymbals and the sizzle cymbals!" He said.

" But i don't know which is which?!" She protested.

"I'll wait you here ok!"

"But-" she cannot continue what she must say for Roger already cut the line. "Hello!?!!" In her annoyance she slammed the phone on the sofa.

"...and what do he think of me?! His made?!" She said to herself.

Before, she was excited to hear him on the line as he called her but now she was annoyed at him for he is commanding her to come there bringing those cymbals which she do not know he is pertaining. And besides, he is disturbing her from her work.

But still a part of her was happy for she heard his voice even on the phone and at any moment she will see him again at Ridge Farm.