Clace Baby

Chapter 15

CLARY'S POV

Jonathan laid on the hospital bed. When I came in he was shirtless asleep in nothing but bandages over his Parabatai rune. He is my son. This isn't the first time he lost a love one either.

I sit down in a chair across the room from Jonathan and Lily. They hold hands as they whisper sweet nothings to each other. My little girl, Jonathan's sister, will never get to hold hands with a boy, fall in love.

"Jonathan, I'll be right back." I manage to choke out. He opened his mouth to protest but I was already gone.

I go to my bedroom and cry. I cry for what happened to Luke. I cry for my son. I cry for the daughter I'll never have. I cry for when Simon lost his memory. I cry for my own brother Jonathan. I cry for when Jace was under Sabation's influence. I cry for when I lost Jace's death. I cry for the fact that I never had a father and that mine is dead. All I do is cry.

I feel warm arms wrap around me. Jace is here. He rubs my back. I cry into Jace's shirt. I look at the beautiful boy I learned to love.

"Babe, Clary, I need to know what's wrong to fix the problem." Jace says gently.

My lip quivers. "Everything Jace. Everything." I look Jace in the eyes. "What if he's back?"

Jace kissed me softly. "Sleep, I'll protect you."

I lay down on my bed and fall to sleep.