carla
jordan
————————————————
*please refer to the playlist (everglow)*
"jordan"
"carla."
"i—um im so—"
"no stop. i need to say something."
"ok. im willing to listen jordan, always"
"carla. im not sure how to say it. well i guess i should apologize for getting short tempered last week. i let impulse take over me, and i hung up, leaving you feeling helpless and lonely. im sorry for that."
"now, uh, you must be, must be won—"
"i accept your apology."
"you interupted me"
"for good reason, you obviously dont feel comfortable sharing your feelings about it, and i am ok with that. i um i have something to admit."
"ok"
"at first when we started phoning each other, i found you and these calls pretty annoying. but you grew on me like a fungus, and we quickly became close friends. the thing is, i havent been open to you, or in my life, to anyone really. and youre an open book. i—i dont want to say ive had it hard in life, because i definietly have not. but there are ups and downs, and youve been my friend throughout with very little judgement. im really glad we're friends and im glad that you influence me the way you do. you make a difference in my life, through ever single word shared through these devices."
"um in the past, i havent opened myself up to the people around me, which is why i dont have many friends."
"i have to admit, i want to be open to new people, new experiences, and relationships. talking with you, had me taking that first step towards the person i want to be. before, and well during meeting you, i thought that would happen because of some guy. i tried to fulfill what i wanted to be, by thinking i could use i guy i met to help me. ive been on countless dates, and im still me. you help me though."
"i um just wanted to get that out there, because youre my best friend"
"um, hello? you still there?"
"uh yea."
"oh cheesy doodles, i scared you away didnt i?"
"no."
"oh."
"i never really believed in best friends."
"oh um"
"but here i am, declaring it, that youre my best friend. this past week without our conversations have driven me a little crazy"
"haha me too! ill probably be calling you at midnight daily again."
"gosh im totally excited."
"get rid of that facade of sarcasm."
"anyway, best friend , i have to go."
"of course. good bye jordan"
"bye carla"
"oh and for the record, i could never hate you, far from it actually."
—————————
i ! have ! so ! many ! UGLY ! bruises !!! anyway bonus chapter because band camp is done!! now im on vacation (hope i make friends and meet cute boys) and have a million and one mosquito bites👎
SO....theres 4 more chapters left + epilogues. im sad. but im willing to let this book go. if i have the time i might write a spinoff but i have to keep trucking through some of the things i planned to write.
i truly might delete some of the books ive started writing...im really not feeling it. why dont yall take a look at them and let me know!
vote & comment!!
-lila
YOU ARE READING
The Dangers of Butt Dialing
ChickLit"ive probably been butt dialing you..." "butt dialing. you. butt. dialed. me." -------------------- carlas life was running pretty smoothly until she keeps receiving calls from an unknown caller. her life starts to change in the form of late night c...
