dear diary,
i know how stupid and cliche this is and that writing letters about my life to a emotionless blank-paged book is seemingly uninteresting, but my mom said so.
and i do not disobey my mother.
she told me that "writing about my life will make it easier to deal with things, and make you a happier person."
well, you know what? fuck you. i'm generally unhappy most of the time and i'm comfortable with that. thanks.
she also mentioned how i needed to find friends, and that writing might help with my social skills. for your information, my social skills are perfectly fine, i just simply choose not to use them. and i'm okay with having almost no friends, that just means i don't have to worry about buying them things.
and i'm okay with that.
so, yes, i guess you could say i am a unhappy teenager who is anti-social and basically classifies music as her friend, but c'mon, i could be doing drugs like half of the people at my school, so i feel like i'm doing pretty well.
and i don't try and get close to people, there is simply too much to risk.
so i just kind of float about, minding my own business.
and i'm perfectly fine with that.
just remember, i did not do this out of my own will.
my mom said so.
so, goodbye? do you even say goodbye to diary's? fuck it.
with love (note the sarcasm),
mercury.
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wow. bet you werent expecting that, huh?
yeah, shes really different compared to the other characters, but i wanted it like that because i didnt want to feel like j was just rewriting the same emotions from the first two books, so i completely changed the feeling.
i dont know, i think shes pretty cool. shes sassy, and hey, thats cool.
and also, i wont be posting for a while because i'm going on a short hiatus. sorry, but i'll be back really soon.
goodbyeee, love you guys. xx
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mercury || luke hemmings
Fanfiction"how terrible it is to love something that death can touch." a story in which a girl who promised to never fall in love meets a boy who decides to change her mind. [book three in the solar series.] ©walkways [lowercase intended]