Alyssa Buney Daniels
I wonder how life would be if I didn't go through half the things that happend. I was bullies from first grade through eighth grade by one person, his name is August Jordan roman. It's currently my last year of high school and I-
"Ms. Daniels welcome to class", Mr.Johnson said. Instead of saying anything back to him I just kept my head down and walked to my seat. Just as I thought the day couldn't get any worse I see the one person who I thought I'd never see again.
" Ahh Ms.daniels I see you met the new student Mr. Alsina". He just sat there smirking at me. "Perhaps you'll show him around to all his classes and make sure he feels welcomed" Mr. Johnson said to me.
"Um... Sure I guess", I said while sitting down next to him. I took out the cute diary my momma bought for me last year and started writing, but I couldn't shake this feeling that I was being watched. I slowly looked up to see that I was right. Mr. Johnson was staring at me from his desk, not breaking contact at all so I quickly put my head down trying to block the image of him out of my head. Maybe if I spoke up I wouldnt be so worried but I just can't. The bell ranged forty-five minutes later and and I wanted to do nothing more but run out of the room but life had other plans."Ms. Daniels can you stay after class I need to talk to you"
I didn't say anything I just stayed in my desk trying to keep my distance while watching everyone walk out the classroom.
"I called you last night, why didn't you answer? " he said while getting up from his desk.
"Mr. Johnson I have to go to class they'll mark me absent. " I said trying to keep my eyes on the door. Lord knows I was scared, questioning why it had to be me."We had fun right?" He said standing infront of my desk.
"M-mr.johnson i-i have to go.." I said trying to move away from him. Before anything could happen the door flew open and August walked in.August Anthony alsina
Seeing her again made my heart beat faster. But i just couldnt understand why her eyes looked cold and soulless. After I left class I waited twenty minutes for her and just couldn't shake the vibe dat johnson nigga gave off and I was already late so i walked in.
" um Alyssa I'm late tick tock." But she didnt even respond she just got her things and rushed out. I followed her but couldn't help and asked " what the hell was that?"
"Nothing just leave it alone"she said and started walking faster.
For a while I could tell she wasn't okay so I grabbed her arm and pulled her into a empty room.
"Yall got sum typa relationship goin on that yall keeping a secret? "
She instantly turned around and started crying. I hated when I use to make her cry because all I wanted to do was tell her how much she ment to me but I couldn't, it's this thing called pride I have and some times it's a bitch. I hugged her hoping it would calm her down and it did.
"Maybe you should just worry about yourself and leave me alone. " and just walked away.Alyssa Buney Daniels
I've been holding a secret in, and I planned on taking it to the grave. Mr. Johnson had always been my support system, I could always depend on him for a lot since I didn't have my father in my life and my mother was always gone. One day he asked me to stay after school to talk and that's what I did. Unfortunately he wasn't there to talk. I tried to fight him off but he was too strong and there was nothing I could do. I let him rape me. I tried to stay away from him but he found his way back into my life.
"Maybe you should worry bout yourself I'll be fine. " then I walked away. I didn't mean to be cold but at this point in life who could you trust?
Later that night I sat in bed just thinking until my phone went off.From:370-535-2716
To:370-892-2121Hey, I didn't know how to tell you this in person but I think you're beautiful, I've liked you for a long time and I was hoping you'd get to know me maybe we could be more than friends...❤️
I thought it was pretty cute but who was it from?
August Jordan Roman
From:370-535-2716
To:370-892-2121Hey, I didn't know how to tell you this in person but I think you're beautiful, I've liked you for a long time and I was hoping you'd get to know me maybe we could be more than friends...❤️
I sat there waiting for her to respond and just when I was about to give up my phone went off.
From:370-892-2121
To:370-535-2716This is cute and sweet but who are you and how you get my number? 🤔
I knew I wasn't ready to tell her it was me because it could end up hurting her more than me, once again this pride wouldn't let me.
From:370-535-2716
To:370-892-2121Your secret admire and secrets are secrets for a reason love 🤫🤭😍
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