August j. Roman
I woke up ta lyssa sleeping on my chest. I was jus' happy ha ass decided she wanted a nigga. Even afta all these prollems happened she still stuck by my side. I know I'm always made to luh like da bad nigga buh to be hones' I'm not. I got jus' as much prollems as da next. I slowly slid from unda ha and walked to ha bathroom ta take care of my hygiene. Once I was done I walked out of ha room and into the kitchen to sta' cookin fa ha and er'one else in the house.
"You up early"
I turned around to be faced wit' miracle and sleepin matel. It's safe ta say I hadda soft spot fa him. I took care of him like he was mine, and I'm not gone stop. She gave him my las' name, I was mad at first like why you give him my name know in damn well he ain't mine, but I got ova it when I started carin' fa him.
"Yea gotta make breakfast"I turned around and finished cookin. Matel started cryin and wouldn't stop so I stopped cookin, turned da stove off and grabbed him from her and rocked him till he fell asleep. After a while miracle sat down on the couch and I layed him down on the couch next to his sleepin mama, then placed pillows around so he wouldn't role over and fall. I walked back into the kitchen to finish cooking.
"You love that lil boy don't you. "
I knew it was lyssa her voice is the only thing that can make me happy.
"Yea... Like he was my blood son" I said while smiling.
"Your a good father and when you have your first born you gone be an even better daddy to them. " she said while wrapping ha arms around me and smiling.
Afta a while I was done cooking so I sat ha down. I was prepared to tell ha and I got a feelin she finna be pissed.
"Luh I gotta tell you sum buh don't get mad ight? "
She nodded.
"She gave matel ma las' name. I wanted you ta know from me. " I said wit my head down. She started laughing.
What the hell wrong wit ha?
"Well Mr. Roman I would want him to have ya name than Jacobs anyday. As long as you stay in his life then we good. "
"So you not mad? " I looked at ha confused.
"Why would I be mad? I'm happy she did because that baby is gonna grow up right knowing your raising him"
It was silent fa a while. I just stared at her smile. She knew she had my heart. Any otha female woulda been mad and wanna leave a nigga but not lyssa. Ha ass stayed and dats why I luh ha ass. Dats my fuckin baybeh fa eva.
"Whaaaaaa? " she said a little embarrassed.
"Girl I fuckin luh you" I said smiling and shaking my head. She looked at me shocked.
"You what..... "
It took me a minute to figure out I just told ha ass I luh her.
"Aww shit I made dis weird" I nervously chuckled while rubbing ma face.
"Nooo no say it again" she said excitedly grabbing ma hands while cheesin real hard.
I looked At her and smiled. "Alyssa albuney Daniels I luh yo crazy ass"
She started dancing and singing. I just sat there and laughed at her silly ass.
"I LuH yO aSs To. " she said while laughing
"Ya ass too silly dawg" I Shook my head smiling.
We talked and laughed for a couple mo minutes until everyone was up and ready to eat. We all fixed our plates and sat down at the table.
