chapter20

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Sorry for the wait but excuse any mistakes

Alyssa buney Daniels

I woke up due to the light shining into my room from the window. All the things that happend last night replayed in my head and I couldn't get enough of it but I had to end it.  I looked over to see nobody where August was.  I slowly got out of bed and stopped as the pain shot through my legs.  I winced at the pain but tried my best to get to the bathroom. 

Lord that man was blessed

I took a hot shower and that helped most of the pain go away,  then I brushed my teeth and washed my face.  I walked out of the bathroom and put on my matching laced panties and bra then threw on a shirt and pants. After I was done I walked downstairs and to the kitchen and stood there as I watched august laugh and play with the twins while trying to get them to eat

"Uh uh eat dat,  ant if ya spit dat out I ain't gone buy you nothin" august said to ant.  But ant continued to laught and play while buney was just eating without a care in the world. I walked in the kitchen and went straight to the food,  what can I say I was hungry.

"Good mornin" august said to me.

"Good morning" I said then went to the table next to buneys high chair and set down.

"You good? " he asked looking a little concerned.

"Yea,  but I want to... Never mind forget it" I said stuffing the waffles he made into my mouth.

"Talk to meh,  I won't get mad ight"

I took a minute to think of  a way to tell him what I needed to say. I avoided his eye contact cause if I look into his eyes I won't be able to tell him what I need to so I looked at my food and began to talk.

"I think maybe we should just co-parent, what happend yesterday shouldn't of happend. .....your getting married and I don't want to break up a happy home.  And I think you should go back to the hotel and sleep there"

"Uhm,  ye-yea I think I should too" he said clearing his throat. I kinda broke a little when he said that because well damn I just gave it up to him and now he wants to say that?!  I wanted him to fight for me but he didn't...  He didn't and he never will.

I got up from the table and put my plate in the sink and took buney out of her chair to wash her up.

"Lyssa"

"Hmm? " I said still not turning to face him.

"I'm sorry for everything..  I just want you to be happy"

I didn't respond to him I just walked to the bathroom and started washing her up.  A few minutes later Aug came up with mel-mel and gave him to me so I could wash him up to.  I could tell he was staring at me but when I turned around he was gone.  Once I got done washing my babies up I took them to their room and got them ready to go to the studio with me.

August a. Alsina

Maybe I jus got caught up in old feeling because I think I'm inlove with kyra. Instead of being with lyssa I was under kyra, she still didn't give me the feeling that lyssa gave me but she's done mo fo me than anybody.  I started to get up because I had ta go to the studio.

"Babeee you just got back"kyra whined

"I'a be back go shopping or some" I said while walkin out and getting in my range. On my way to the studio I thought bout lyssa, how she felt, tasted, talked walked acted allat.  An' ion know why I was feeling like this but it need ta end.

I pulled up infront of the studio and parked then got out and walked into it. I seen Chris and some dude talkin so I walked to them.

"Wazzam baybeh" I said dapping Chris up.

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