August A. Alsina
"Datty" ma lil princess looked up at me.
"Wassup baybeh" I picked ha up and sat ha on my lap.
"Mommy pegnant?" She played with da end of ha shirt.
"Why ya ask dat?" I looked down at ha as She laid on me and frown and I jus looked at ha trynna figure out why she said dat outta the blue.
"Mommy threw up tis morning..." she looked up at me. she started to speak again but was interrupted by a loud ass sound. I quickly put ha on da couch next to me and ran upstairs to our room. when I walked in I seen lyssa cryin on the bed, I walked over to her and seen broken glass on the floor with mel picture hanging out.
"baybeh you good?" I walked closer to her trying to see why she was cryin.
" no I-I-I, I was trying to clean up the room and....." she paused for a minute before she started speaking again. " and i picked up the picture to clean off the dresser and it slipped out my hand, please don't be mad at me." she said through tears. leaned down in front of ha and moved her face towards me.
"baybeh I'm not mad at ya, it was an accident" i wiped ha tears so she could see me. " I luh you baybeh, i promise i do. you make my world brighter than it has ever been. we had our ups and downs but i know whea i wanna be, and dats right between yo legs" she started smiling which caused me to laugh.
" i luh you too auggy, you my forever" she told me then laid her head on my shoulder. after a while she finally laid down and fell asleep while i cleaned up the glass. once i was done i picked up the picture of her and mel and another picture fell from behind it. setting the pictue of her and mel on the dresser i bent down and picked up the picture of me and her up, looking closer at the picture i noticed it was me and her when we were little. on the back she wrote "hasta que nos encontremos de nuevo para simper mi amor" i didn't even notice dat she s\had me smiling like a muthufucka. This girl really got my ass in love, i admit i do some fucked up shit but she makes me wanna do betta fo myself, for my kids, and especially fa ha. i sat the picture down and quietly left the room.
"datty mommy otay" she looked at me with ha big brown eyes, she was a spittin image of ha momma and i loved every single detail about dis lil girl.
"yeah pooh, im bout to do somwthing special fa mommy, don't tell ha otay" i looked at her and she smiled and hugged me. I really cant believe i got a mini me, this is da best thing that could eva happen to me. i let her go and look back at her smiling.
" make sure ya brudda don't get into trouble wit momma ight" she shook her head and game me a kiss on da cheek. i let her go and she ran up stairs and i left.
Alyssa B. daniels
i woke up with the twins in the bed and no august. slowly sitting up so i wouldn't wake them up i started remembering things. im pregnant. how will august react, i told him i was on birth control but apparently it didn't work for me, not only that but i had twin the first time whats stopping me from having them again? in fact i don't even have twins in my family and last time i checked august doesn't either so where did they come from. i called up miracle to see if she could come over and talk with me. i would talk to my sister but shes been working like crazy even though i told her she doesn't have to. my momma has been out doing lord knows what and the little one is always with friends so its all complicated. i was interrupted by my phone ringing, I picked it up without even looking at the caller.
"hello?" i sad with my face in my hand.
" bitchhhhhh we out heaaaaa" Daniella loud ass screamed through the phone. i pulled the phone away from my ear and rubbed my hand over my face.
" ight ima be down thea ina minute." i said before i hung up. i slowly got out of bed and walked out the room while shuting the door behind me and walked downstairs to the door. i opened the door and there stood dani with gabi, miracle with a big ass belly and my sister with some popeyes chicken sandwiches. my sister being here means a lot because she was suppose to be working to 11:00 tonight and she took off early for me. i hugged them and let them in. we sat on the couch and atlas handed us our food.
"before i start, when was yall gone tell me mir ass pregnant." i looked up from my sandwich and seen them looking at me crazy, except Mir."
"mir not pregnant, she don't even look pregnant." dani said holding a sleeping Gabi in her hands. i looked over at mir and seen her smiling at me.
"well either yall blind or yall stupid because she as pregnant as she can get." i looked down at my phone waiting on august to text me back. dani and atlas started talking about how i was trippin about mir being pregnant.
"hold on wait, we didn't come over here to see if i was pregnant or not. whats up with you miss moody."
" im pregnant" i said nonchalantly while trying o figure out why august wasn't responding back to me.
" your what!" they all screamed at me waiting for me to say something.
"is it by that boy you used to date before august?" dani said calmly.
my head shot up towards them to see they had a mean mug on their faces which made me start to laugh. "no, me and aug been messing around but, im scared because i told him i was on birth control and i was but i don't know how i still got pregnant. i, scared he'll leave me because he'll start to think im trynna trap him and im not." i said while tears started to come down from being emotional about that in the fact that august isn't responding.
" well sis you gotta tell him, im pretty sure he wont get mad because you didn't do it on purpose and im pretty sure your having twins again so he'll be happy that he can experience something he didn't get to do with the twins. andddddd you did it alone the first time, now you have family to help you get through it."
" that's the thing, i don't think he wants kids right now and neither do i so.....getting an abortion doesn't sound too bad right now." looking at dani, she looked like she wanted to slap me but that's how im feeling right now, it not that i don't want the baby its just we have a lot that's going on to be possibly raising more kids.
" well buney don't rule that out so fast, just talk to him and see because you never know having that baby will make you so happy like the twins did." mir told me.
now im stuck with the decision to keep the baby or let them go
