I want you♡♡JOSHLER (SMUT)

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it was the next day after max broke things off with josh, which was a saturday.

josh had just texted ryan and told him and now ryan was on his way over.

max didn't block him. he stopped sending him streaks. they had a timer right now.

his mom came up to his room later that day and she told him basically how stupid he was and that she still loved him. she told him to take a break from boys. josh barely said anything the whole time. he agreed with her though.

he wasn't ready for ryan to get there. their texts weren't fun. he knew he was in for it. he couldn't help it, with his attitude.

j: i cheated on max again. he found out. max left yesterday.

r: are you being serious rn don't play like that

j: i'm serious

r: you fucking dumbass

j: you don't think i fucking know that bitch

r: i'm coming over

and then josh left him on read. he wasn't mad at ryan, he just snapped. ryan was just telling him the truth.

josh had bags under his swollen eyes, his hair was a mess, and was wearing sweatpants and a hoodie. he hasn't eaten anything since max left.

he heard a knock, before his door opened and ryan walked in with a bag in his hand. he frowned when he saw josh.

"why josh. why?" ryan said, rushing to the bed and sitting on it. josh didn't move.

"i don't know." he shrugged.

"why did you have to cheat on him josh. why didn't you just break up with him?" ryan asked.

"i didn't want it to end with him."

"when did you hook up with tyler? and how?"

"the day after when we saw his story. i texted him and asked if he was over me and then i invited him over for one more time." he said. he was faced away from ryan.

"i shouldn't have even condoned this thing with tyler in the first fucking place.  and i'm sorry for not being there when you needed real advice. this is where i draw the fucking line josh. stop. you need to stop. pick a fucking side. tylers an asshole. tyler played you from the start. if you wanna go back to that instead of having someone who actually cares about you, go ahead. but stop going back and forth. it's not healthy. it's toxic." ryan said.

"i fucking know i'm not an idiot ryan. you're telling me shit i already know." josh said, sitting up and turning to face him.

"first of all don't catch an attitude with me josh. you obviously don't know what you're doing. you ca-"

"stop treating me like a little kid. i'm tired of it! just because you've been in a long relationship doesn't mean you fucking know everything. i know how to be in a relationship." josh rolled his eyes, getting angry, his voice slightly raised.

"i'm not saying i fucking know everything i'm just saying that you obviously don't know how to be in a relationship. you have commitment issues. you're scared. and you have no room to talk against tyler. guess what josh, you did the same fucking thing. you can't be mad at him for doing it, and then go do the same exact thing." ryan said. josh huffed, his eyes tearing up.

"i don't get it ryan. you tell me, 'oh you should be fucking guys left and right, oh you should fuck tyler he has a big dick, oh you should fuck max he's so sweet' you tell me all this shit and now you're getting mad at me for doing it???" josh said. ryan sighed.