Deacury - School Of Loverboys

Amazing Dessert

An- sorry I haven't been updating so regularly. I've been pretty sick for a while and I'm also getting those end of story blues where I just want to finish this one and start writing another. I have more ideas lined up so watch out for that as soon as this one is finished.

It's the last full day of Freddie being here and we are back home getting ready for school. It's really cute because every time I look up at him he is always already looking at me with a big smile on his face. He makes me blush all the time too, I'm surprised my face hasn't permanently turned red.

"Ready?" Freddie asked

I grabbed my rucksack and said, "Yep" before I opened the door to let us both out.

We made our way to school, hand in hand. Our arm were swaying as we walked along the path. We caught up to Brian and Roger, they were a few more paces up the road.

"Hey guys where have you been?" Roger greeted us

"Leicester!" Freddie grinned

"My parents had to visit my gran, so we made a mini holiday out of it" I explained

"And a date" Freddie added with a smirk

"Ooooo!" Roger wriggled his eyebrows up and down

"What did you do? Spill spill!" Brian questioned

"Freddie took me out for dinner" I said proudly

"And we had amazing dessert!" Freddie's grin grew

"We didn't have dessert" I whispered. Freddie gave me a look and I realised what he meant, "Oh!" My eyes widened

"Sounds great guys. It will sure be weird without you Freddie" Brian carried on walking

"Bless you. This won't be the last you see of me though boys. As soon as I am finished with my education I am going to move here, forever" Freddie confessed

"That's amazing! How come you don't want to stay in India? It sounds so much nicer out there" Roger quizzed

"I prefer it here. City life suits me. Plus I have a pretty boyfriend who is going to pine over me every day until I return" Freddie nudged me

"Hey!" I exclaimed as Brian and Roger giggled

"I won't let him mope about" Roger put his arm around me

"Me neither, we will keep him busy" Brian smiled, he keeps having ideas about starting a band and actually performing in front of people. He's won Roger over but I'm still unsure, I feel like I would just freeze and my hands won't be able to move let alone pluck my bass.

"You seem like your going to be busy, don't forget about me" Freddie joked

"I never could" I said seriously

"Awwww" Roger batted his eyelids and grasped his own hands

"Leave them be" Brian scolded playfully

We walked through the school gates and straight up to Geography class. Mr Vale was sat on his spinning chair at the front of the class looking very important.

"Good morning boys, how are you?" He asked

We walked into the classroom, we were very early.

"Good thank you sir" I said

"Very well thanks" Freddie smiled

"Wonderful. Not long left now Freddie until you are home, have you enjoyed your time here?" He questioned

"Yes, of course. In fact, when I'm finished with school I'm going to come and live here" Freddie explained

"Does this have anything to do with Nr Deacon here?" Mr Vale asked. He knows about me and Freddie, I told him, I trust him

"Maybe a little" Freddie teased

"Oi" I shot him a look

"Ok, it's got a lot to do with John" Freddie smiled as we sat down in our seats

"Lovely" Mr Vale smiled softly as the other students filed into the classroom

Me and Freddie hardly did any work that lesson. We were just quietly chatting at the back - planning our future together.

"I really mean all this John, I've never felt this way towards someone and I'm not going to lose that" Freddie looked at me seriously

"Have you ever been in love?" I asked

"I thought I had, but I was obviously wrong because when I met you that feeling was far more powerful. True love, that's what I feel" Freddie rambled

"Me too. I didn't think I was capable of loving or being loved, until you popped up in my life. Now I don't want you to go" I began to get tearful

"I don't want to go either but I'll be back as soon as I possibly can. I'll even tell the pilot to speed up!" I laughed at his joke as I wiped some stray tears away, "Darling, did you really feel like you couldn't be loved?" Freddie asked

"Yeah" I looked down and nodded

"Why ever not?" Freddie questioned further

"I've known I like guys for a long while, I just didn't know what to do. I was scared of how I felt so I tried not to feel anything at all. Ask Brian and Roger, I gave hardly any emotion to anything. When I was with you I felt I could be myself. You put things in perspective for me and I realised that I shouldn't hide how I feel" I explained

"Then we kissed" Freddie said

"Then we kissed" I repeated with a giggle

"I'm glad you can be yourself now" Freddie smiled

"Yeah, me too" I nodded as I reflected on how much better I feel now then I did a few months ago

"I don't want to leave tomorrow, but I know in my heart that the time will fly until we meet again" Freddie held my hand under the desk

"I hope so" I squeezed his hand