Some days I just wanna stop trying
Some days I just wanna give up
Most times I'm ready to call it quits
Who knows, maybe someone will actually miss me
I wonder what the point is
When life keeps throwing curve balls
And nothing seems to go right
Like the rain just wont stop pouring down
Be happy
Dont give up
No excuses
Variations of these told to me every day
What if I'm not happy
What if I've given up
What if I cant take it anymore
Who is gonna stop me
No one
Not a soul
Cause no one ever seems to miss you till you're gone
So why bother trying to keep going?
Some nights I hope that when I fall asleep
I wont wake up
Some days i wish that a car would hit me
Instead of stopping to let me pass
Maybe that knife on the counter
Will be what i need
Maybe cutting my skin
Will have me freed
I've tried so many things
But i really dont see
The point anymore
Maybe I've given up
All i know is this
No one in your life is permanent
Nothing is ever a coincidence
And never let your gaurd down
The people you thought you knew
Arent who they say they are
And luck isnt always on your side
Treat all words with a grain of salt, until proven by actions
I think the only reason I stick around
Is because I have unfinished business
So like a spirit in limbo
I'm stuck here till my mission is complete
At this point...
I'm ready to abort mission
Give up and turn in my badge
I've lost all hope
Maybe when I'm gone
I wont be a tortured soul anymore
Maybe I'll find happiness
And maybe... just maybe... I'll finally be free
