I remember how we met
You were so depressed
You stayed in bed
And rested your headI came to visit often
Hoping to catch you awake
To see those blue eyes
Or the smile you makeIt filled my heart with joy
To see your big grin
That made your nose crinkle
And your eyes sparkleWhen I was offered the job
I took it quick
I wanted to see my friend
Hold your handThis isnt an easy job
But I came to love it
Almost as much
As I loved seeing youYour memory was faded
But youd tell stories
When you remembered
About your wife and kidsAnd youd smile ever so fondly
Sighing in content
Youd even make jokes
Oh how you would laughOn Friday nights
Youd sing along with the band
All your favorite songs
Right in tuneYou looked so happy my friend
I didnt think it would all end so soon
Your memory faded more and more
And you smiled even lessNo longer do you sing your bedtime song
You could barely stay awake
Not touching much of your meals
Touching my heart... making it feelThey started bringing you down less
So I didnt get to see you
Unless I brought your tray
Even then you wanted to sleepNobody could touch you
But I could hold your hand
I could be there and you would be calm
It warmed my heartKnowing my presence eased your pain
And that I could make you smile still
Even though I slowly watched
As your blue eyes began to fadeThey didnt sparkle like they used to
And your smile never quite as big
Your hands would shake
And laying down was all you wantedI visited you the other day
You looked so frightened
Didnt recognize me in the slightest
And called for helpI held your hand
As you grasped it tightly
Pleading I stay
Begging not to let you fall asleepMy heart shattered in that moment
As I held tight
And tried to soothe you
Hoping to erase the fear in your eyesNever had you held on so tightly
And never had I seen such fear
I kneeled beside your bed
And stayed as long as time allowedI made sure someone stayed with you
Before I left
But I couldnt bring myself
To say goodbye just yetLast night I heard
No more trays
Only morphine
And restMy heart has left me
And I shed so many tears
I barely made it through work
I raced down to see youI'm glad I did
But wish I hadn't
The person I once knew
Is goneAnd I kneeled by your bed
Holding your hand
As I cried
Wishing youd open your eyesHello sweetheart!
How are you?
You look nice today!
Can I see your smile?I will never hear you speak again
I'll never see those deep blue eyes
No more smiles
No more hugsAs I hugged you goodbye
One final time
I kissed your cheek
And slowly let goAnd even now
My heart aches
Where it once was
A dark empty voidNo matter where I go
Or what I do
For the rest of my life
There will be whispers of youGoodbye my friend
Rest easy
No more pain my dear
I will always remember youWherever you go my darling
Always remember to smile
You'll be happy soon
And you'll be at peaceThis place wont be the same without you
But I promise
That you're on our minds
Cause theres whispers of you