You chewed on your lower lip as you felt his warm fingers lace through yours. For once in your entire relationship you were afraid of being alone with him.
You've been together for almost 4 years. But tonight you were suppose to give him something incredibly important : your virginity.
It was scaring the shit out of you.
You were looking out the car window. Trying to distract yourself.
Carefully you tugged down your maroon dress.
You were unaware of your new husband staring at you. He bit his lip. It wasn't his first time. He was a bit nervous himself.
Oscar knew you were scared.
He himself was trying to think of something to soothe you.
He wasn't planning on hurting you tonight. He was going to be gentle as gentle and make sure you were receiving all the pleasure he could bring to you. Your thoughts were drowning you and you felt a bit nauseas.
"You feeling okay Amor?"
You built up a reassuring smile and managed to mutter; "Paris is lovely."
Oscar took your chin in his hand gently and said: "Don't be afraid, you know I love you." You smiled and leaned in to kiss his soft lips.
He pulled away and you rested your head on his chest. As the car stopped the driver got up taking your luggage to your penthouse.
It had a nice view of the Eiffel Tower.
Sitting there on the bed looking out at the street lights was sort of in a way soothing your nervousness. Carefully taking off your heels.
You placed them near the wall.
You heard a few footsteps and turned to see Oscar standing by the doorway. His black hair tousled and his bowtie was around his neck undone. His hand on the wall.
He just stared at you silently with a smile. He looked like an angel.
You laid back on the bed and his blue eyes looked kindly at you as he walked over to you sitting close to you and placing a warm hand on your bare knee.
You shifted your hand to cradle his.
"Do you want to wait?"
"No. I've made you wait long enough my love."
"A few more days won't hurt."
"I want to. I'm just a little scared"
You muttered with a small smile.
He sighed and and said:
"I want you to know that, I've loved you for so long and I promise you that I'm not going to hurt you."
He smiled reassuringly and added:
"I Love You."
You smiled at his relaxing words and replied: "I Love You Too."
Oscar leaned in and pressed his lips to yours gently, giving you a sense of security.
