Professor Sebastian Jones - Is It Love? Fan-fiction by SW

Chapter 64 - Am I reading minds?

Nicolae explodes in a mixture of anger and jealousy. Somehow, I was expecting it.

Nicolae: Everything because you've decided to hang out with a dog, Khawla!

"Wow! It hurts listening to my man being called a dog!"

Nicolae continues venting all his frustration about this situation and how things are turning. His voice is as louder as a rumble of thunder echoing through the large office, and I'm glad no one is at home at this time, because I'm sure his voice has echoed not only through his office but through the whole mansion.

Nicolae: How could you date a werewolf if you lived all your life with us, vampires, Khawla? Don't you know that vampires and werewolves are enemies? If you didn't get involved with him, your life would be much easier!

How dare him to blame the victim?! Is it my fault that Professor Jonathan Nielson is such a crook? Well, to accept to be the Principal of a University built by Viktor Bartholy, he must be an old fox too, as he isn't a vampire. Viktor only gives the highest positions at his companies to people transformed by him, as they owe him loyalty, and to people that have a questionable character.

I know Nicolae is blaming Sebastian due to jealousy, as he wants me as his wife. However, he had his chance before, when he had decided to ditch me that day that we were almost making love on the sofa before I started dating with my werewolf. And after, he practically threw me in Sebastian's arms when I have gotten to know he's a werewolf and was hiding this vital information from me.

Nicolae continues venting his frustration towards me, displaying a facet of him out of the mask of the self-controlled and self-restrained person. If one day I have asked if Nicolae never let it go, now, I get the answer. And he's being so unjust with me, letting go by his jealousy, very far away from his paternalistic behavior of a few minutes back, when I dissolved in tears in his comforting arms.

Nicolae grabs me from my shoulders again, but, this time, forcefully, and it's hurting me. He shakes me while questioning my decision, and I can see so much pain in his angry blue eyes.

Nicolae: Why do you insist on dating a werewolf, Khawla?You could save yourself from being in so much trouble!

Didn't Nicolae know that trouble and I are BFF? Well, this is out of the question now. There's a reason why Sebastian and I met, and it was under the influence and blessings of an original vampire, named Igor Bolshoyev, to seal the peace between these two old enemies. But, so far, I'm unable to understand how, as I'm not a vampire.

I shout back at Nicolae in a try to bring him back to the reason.

Khawla: Nicolae, you're hurting me!

He opens his eyes wide, as he notices how decontrolled he is, and frees me immediately from his grip, feeling guilty. He turns his back to me and takes some steps to distance himself from me. I'm unable to read what's passing through his mind right now, what emotions are touching his soul.

I sit on the small sofa, as my legs are unable to sustaining me at this very moment, and I start crying again. All this is a little bit too much to me, and I'm feeling smashed. And watching Nicolae's jealousy crisis doesn't help at all, because it breaks my heart to see him suffering because of me.

I have never imagined that one day, I would have two gorgeous men in all fours for me. Although it would be a dream or a fetish for many girls, in reality, things aren't that bright, as it brings pain to all involved.

Nicolae listens to my tears and rushes to hug me. He's in his role of mother hen again. His voice is soft now, and display all his worry towards me.