𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 → 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐬 (𝐢𝐢)

twenty-eight [s]

a/n; i made a few slight changes to this book. read this ^ if you haven't seen it on my page just in case you're confused in future chapters<3
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saturday,
june 1st, 2020

SHAWN MENDES

"When does your festival tour start?" Trin asks me, draining her coffee before standing to wash it out in the sink.

I finish my coffee too before saying, "June 10th. I'm basically nonstop festivals until July 5th."

I rise from my seat, grabbing both plates and helping Trinity clean up. I wash our plates and mugs thoroughly before handing them to her. She towel dries them and stacks them away into nearby cupboards.

"Almost a whole month, huh?" she hums, folding her arms and leaning against the counter.

"Yeah," I sigh before a little smirk curves on my lips, "You gonna miss me?"

Trinity rolls her eyes with a cute giggle, "Not as much as you'll miss me."

"Very true," I whisper in agreement, shuffling closer until we're almost chest to chest.

I grab ahold of the edge of the countertop, just beside her waist. I give her a quick once over, feeling my heart race as I think of what I did to her last night. I feel myself blush as a large grin spreads over my face. She's wearing checkered PJ bottoms and a loose long sleeve and I can't help but fall more in love. My cheeks feel strained, that's how happy I am.

She tips her head back slightly to look up at me and tilts it to the side. I bite my lip, heart surging with overwhelming feelings of complete adoration for this beautiful girl. She's indescribably stunning. I'm convinced she gets more attractive by the day.

"Why're you looking at me like that?" she teases me, gently shoving at my abdomen in attempt to push me away as she gets a bit flustered.

I chuckle, "Like what? Like you're the most wonderful woman in the entire world?"

"Shawn..." she whispers with crimson cheeks and a shy persona.

"You're my favourite thing to look at, you know," I mumble, unable to peel my gaze from her even just for a second. She smiles, furrowing her eyebrows up at me, sending my heart into a fond frenzy. "I don't think I'll ever meet anybody like you. You're just... you're it for me."

Perhaps I don't even know what I fully mean by that. All I know is that she's the only woman I can ever see myself being in love with, moving in with, marrying, having kids with. She's that person for me and I can only hope and pray I can be that person for her. The person that is just... it. Everything.

She looks puzzled, but happy. Not too long ago, all I wanted was to make her happy. As it's clear now that maybe I've begun to do just that, there's nothing else in the world I'd rather do. Seeing her with this certain glow that lights her whole face up makes me melt. She's all I want, she's everything I want. I feel such intense love for her that my heart physically aches with adoration. That's crazy to me. I never thought I'd find anything like this, ever.

Instead of replying, Trinity delicately cups my face and leans up for a lovely kiss. I hum a chuckle against her as I close my eyes, feeling her full lips form a smile. My hands fall from the counter to grab her waist. I trail one around to her back whilst working my lips on hers. I feel her fingertips tease the shorter curls at the nape of my neck and I shiver. I pay close attention to her rosy lower lip, gently biting at it and sucking on it.