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Let me tell you something:
When they told me high school was hard,I didn't believe them.
I should've.
Teenagers are little needy creatures that feel terrible about themselves and others,they look in the mirror and cry,they look at others and cringe.They told me humans are social animals.They need other people to deal with...well...people.But it doesn't work that way.I would rather spend a whole day locked inside of my cave (some people call it room),than spending 1h in that prison.
Because,putting "hormonally bubbly" teens together in a closed place is such a good idea right? no.
The tables have turned.nerds rule the school now,you can be pretty but when we are not children anymore and grades really matter...good looks aint gonna pay for your bills,well at least not for most of you.
And when you are not a straight A student nor pretty as megan fox,congratulations! you get to be insignificant to others. That makes you both invisible and a target,It's incredible the way you can be two different things hun? well I find myself in that category.
They tell us that when we get out of school we will miss it...but what's there to miss?
I go to school and beatrice and barbara are there waiting for me,we walk through the hall and we see boys being boys.
The only boy that doesn't give me the creeps,is JJ.
we have a just-online-but-not-real-relationship.I find it funny the way we both don't know what to say.The way we both look but don't dare to stare.The way we both move but don't dare to touch.
well,I want to but If ever touched him next to his friends I guess he would freak out on me and freeze in time.I guess he just doesn't know that he's special to me.And I don't dare to ask if I am too...
The boys in my class have something against me and JJ,they manipulate us and are little insecure creatures that feel the need to offend every single living being around them.They sound just like the voices that used to live inside my brain.
when I wasn't a real girl: I would cut myself in the school's bathroom,cry and be depressed about it for weeks until my soul crashed in my bones.Their words would be marked on my skin.
I am a real girl now and I simply don't care,because If i'm not perfect they are not even something close to it.
I got thinner and they called me fat,barbara is skinny so she is anoretic,beatrice has a boyfriend so she's a whore,you can't please every single person around you.
I go to class,beatrice next to me and the teacher starts to talk all of her insides out,her life inside our brains.
i guess that teacher is the kind that keeps it in until the next class where she can finally open her mouth.
and she says,eyes looking at me like she knows what I need to hear:
Nobody is perfect,but who wants to be nobody?
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Glory & Gore
Non-FictionMia is a normal girl,or so you think.Mia kathryn is 17 years old and is,in fact,an unique girl.when she finds her old notebook she keeps it and starts dragging it everywhere she goes.haunted by who she is,who she wants to be and who her ghosts tell...
