Today I woke up with a heavy heart about Cameron. At the end of this week it will be 3 weeks since we lost him and it honestly still hurts. I just wanted to thank everyone, even the ones who don't vote, for reading my book. I hope to continue with this book for a long time even when the world stops shedding tears about Cam. I doubt we ever will though. And to Cameron, I miss you. Really bad. You didn't know me personally and I sure as hell didn't know you personally, but it felt that way. I was angry, confused, and lost, reading those damn headlines and no matter how hard I begged for you to come back, you just didn't. I wish God didn't take you back so early. You had a full life ahead of you, but at least you don't have to be on this dreadful planet with the rest of us. I share photos and videos of you with my friends and family, but of course they don't understand your impact. They question why I watch videos of you all day or why I'm writing about you. I, I just really miss you Cameron. Thank you for everything that you have done for this world. I'm so grateful that I got a chance to grow up with you, just a year apart. I wish I would of gotten the chance to meet you before you passed, so I could tell you how cool you were and still are to me. Rest up Cam, please. We love you. And again, to my readers, and my voters, and my commenters, thank you thank you thank you, fucking thank you. You all are such a vital part of my coping. I love you.
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