❥ 𝒹𝑜𝓇𝒷𝓎𝓃 𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓉𝓈

✧ Fall Apart ✧

~ im listening to the saddest song by Alec and now I feel sad so this is something small for you guys ~

~ 3rd Person ~

Corbyn's world was falling apart. He knew it was, he didn't want it to happen but he couldn't do anything to stop it. The two boys were falling out of love. He loved Daniel, Daniel loved him.

Corbyn was sitting in his room, tears falling down his flushed cheeks, his eyes watery and dull. He was heartbroken. He sat crossed legged, the guitar that Daniel gave him as his 1 year anniversary present sat atop his legs, his fingers slowly strumming the cold strings. Gloomy symphonies filling his head, his angelic voice filling the room as he writes the saddest song.

He knew everything was going to come to an end, he was aware of the pain they'd both go through. It would leave a hole in his chest because the Daniel Seavey would always have his heart wether they were together or not. He's not sure how he'll fix up that wound, he doesn't think it'll go away.

Their love is failing on them, Corbyn never wants it to end but he knows it's gonna and that it's gonna happen soon. His body is filling with regret and sorrow, knowing how much he'll damage the boy. Daniel felt the same although being the submissive one in the relationship didn't want to say anything, he just wanted Corbyn to stay.

He could feel the two were barely holding on, not wanting each other but wanting the feeling of love. The song he's playing in his room doesn't make him feel empty when he's think about the brunette boy.

Corbyn doesn't know if he'll ever release the song, but maybe Daniel will hear it on his way to work, driving down the street after the two have already split and try to make his way back to Corbyn. Try to make things work like when the two first fell in love, try to tell Corbyn that he never wants to leave.

Corbyn knows that'll never happen, he wouldn't ever want to take Daniel back just to break himself and the boy all over again. These two boys want love, they don't care who by but because they gave each other the best version of love, they'll always want each other.

But for now, Corbyn thinks he's writing the saddest song, to cleanse him of their memories and mend him when Daniel's gone.

I can feel we're barely holding on so tonight I think I'll write the saddest song

~ hope you guys enjoyed this small thing that probably makes no sense, I've just been in the feels today ~
~ Wc: 437 ~

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