Only a Ride

Chapter Eight

It's funny what life throws at you, one day you are living life to the fullest and next you are in love with someone who sees you and only you. Alex has done nothing but prove his love to me time and time again. A few months after I got his Crow and became his Old Lady I had asked him to move in with me and he was more than happy to oblige.

" Hey Alex did you get everything?"
" In think so, I just left some things at the dorm in case of a lockdown."
" Ok, so now that you have moved in, do you want to christen all the surfaces?"

I asked him with s devilish smirk and he shook his head yes. We hadn't been intimated yet, we have slept together but hadn't went to far yet but I wanted to give myself to him. I loved him with all my heart. So we started in the living room, moved to the kitchen and then made it to the bedroom. In there it got a lot more steamier.

He laid me on the bed and started to kiss me down my neck, then to my breasts and paid attention to each one of them, he continued down my body to my very wet clit and he teased it for a moment but then dived right into me and was eating me like his last meal and I was on cloud nine. He knew how to work his tongue, then he grabbed sat up, aligned himself to my entrance and put himself all the way into me and wow he was well endowed. He knew how to please a women that was for sure, then he flipped me over and hit it from behind. One right after another it has so many organisms, I thought I died and went to heaven.

Eventually we both fell asleep and to be quite honest I was so competent with my life with Alex and I didn't want anything to ruin it. Some of my insecurities came back, what if he cheats on me? What if he gets tired of me? Just back and forth with different theories of what ifs, he never gave me any indications he would do what Max did, he was always pushing the girls away. I was over thinking that's all.

A couple days later he had a run to go on and I was about to get a crash course in Old Lady 101. Gemma was with me every step of the way and I was truly thankful for that women.

" Sweetie don't stress, this is a milk run."
" Does the worry ever go away?"
" Yes and no, you learn to distract yourself."

That's what we exactly did, we went shopping, had our hair and nails done, and then we had lunch. I decided to stay with her so I wasn't lonely why the guys were gone, I needed the comfort. I had got so use to Alex being in bed with me. Like Gemma said two days later the guys were pulling unto the lot and I walked over to my man to welcome him home, and of course they had to party. I wasn't complaining one bit, I had his undivided attention that night and it was heaven.

I was starting to get tired and we decided to stay at the Clubhouse and go home in the morning.

" Doll you seem real distant lately, you ok?"
" Just inside my own head."
" Want to talk about it?"
" Alex, you would tell me if you were unhappy?"
" Of course Cadence, Baby where is this coming from?"
" Max, when I..."

I started to cry, my walls were breaking down and Alex held me and let me cry. He was rubbing my back and telling me he loves me, he wasn't going anywhere and I was the only women he needed in his life. I stirred feelings in him he didn't know he was capable of having, he didn't even feel love for his kids mom. When he seen me at the park he was done for, then when my bike broke down man he thought he won the lottery.

What won him over was the fact Gemma liked me, which was a surprise because she didn't like anyone. How I pushed Happy away was another win in his book, showed I was faithful. We talked about the run rule, and the prison clause. He could never do that to me, and I told him I would never use the prison clause. He told me that his brothers and even the Croweater's and sweetbutts were surprised when he was pushing them away, he told the girls he had a good women back in Charming and wasn't going to screw it up.

Here lately I hadn't been feeling to hot and Gemma had noticed it too and she had a mega watt smile on her face because she had a feeling what was going on, me and Alex hadn't keep ourselves off another. We were going like jack rabbits as she put it.

" Cadence you need to see a doctor."
" Gemma I can't be pregnant."
" Why?"
" I had unprotected sex with Max and it never happened."
" Well maybe he was shooting blanks."

So we were off the St. Thomas to get a pregnancy test and I was shocked to say the least. I was pregnant, the doctor said I was at least eight weeks along. I was holding in my hand an ultrasound of my baby growing inside me. Oh shit how will Alex react? We never talked about kids, I knew he had twin daughters but they were older. Now I was scared.

" He will be excited baby."
" Are you sure?"
" Yes, don't worry. Go home and put something sexy on. Then tell him ok."

So that's what actually what I did, he came home from working all day to me in a black teddy and holding a little box that had the ultrasound in it.

" Baby is it my birthday? You look so sexy."
" No but I do have a surprise for you. Open the box."

So he sat down on the catch and I straddled his lap and he opened the box and the look on his face was priceless.

" I'm going to be a dad?"