Our Desire (Alec Lightwood)

I want more (Edited)

Alec POV

All I can think about is how stupid I was for walking away from her, all I wanted was her and she was right there. I scrunch my face at the fact I just left her laying there.

"What's up with your face?" Izzy said, smirking, hand on hip. I went to reply to her sarcastically until I heard her laugh that pure angelic laugh and I knew exactly who it was 'Kiana'.

"Tell her" Izzy spoke quietly obviously catching me staring at her as she flirts with another stupid shadow hunter who was truly under her spell "if you don't someone else will Alec, look around you everyone of these men would snatch her up at any chance they get"

Izzy glanced at me one last time and stormed off leaving me feeling like shit (thanks, my loving sister)

Kiana POV

I can't believe Alec just left like that before I could say anything he was out of that room like a flash, am I really that hard to be around ? I thought to myself pressing my hand to my head I got a slight sharp pain.

Probably just a headache coming I hope

"Kiana I was wondering where you'd gone" Bradley said he's one of the more technical shadow hunters. He's extremely smart. " Hey Brad" I smiled, giving him a wink his face lit up red as he shyly smiled back at me.

"I heard about that new girl" he said but more like a question "what about her Bradley do you like her as well?" I questioned his dropped face.

I couldn't help but laugh. "I'm joking Brad," I said as I giggled more at his reaction, that's when I noticed Alec standing with Izzy they were looking over towards us whilst talking quietly.

Izzy walked away from him, he signed and dropped his shoulders in a slump.

All I wanted to do was go over to him, grab him and hug him tight, but I knew he needed space especially from me.

I looked at him meeting his eyes before leaving out the door of the clave i needed somthing i need to feel somthing the love i have for alec is eating me from the inside out, he dosent love me the same i know he dsoent its just this bond our stupid parabiti bond.

internally arguing with myself i eventually ended up outside the hotel demour, i remember the last time i was here.

Flash Back~~~~~

"Rapheal i manage to" i stopped talking as i walked into the room to find him and Camille all over each other "

"Kiana" Rapheal jumped off of her and ran to me. He was shaking my body as I was frozen in shock.

"I was willing to give up my entire life for you, I was going to give up being who i am for you"i shouted at him breaking out of my frozen state i pushed him back "her" I pointed at camilie "how long?" I asked the question immediately, regretting it knowing full well the answer was going to hurt me more.

"oh come on Kiana your a little shadowhunter, why would he want you" Camille stood from the sofa half naked

I pulled my seraph blade from my belt and pointed at her direction, but Raphael was right there in front of her "move '' I stepped closer to them "Move '' I said again but with a bit more frustration in my voice.

"your not going to kill her Kiana "Rapheal said looking deeply into my eyes "watch me" I smirked "kill me first" he said stepping closer to my blade I stumbled back not wanting to hurt him with it "if you want to kill her kill me first" he repeated louder.

"You love her?" i asked tears falling down my face but before he could answer i spun on my feet and left the hotel i ran so fast in so many directions i fell on to the ground and screamed letting all my emotions out of my body.

Thunder crashed above me and rain started to fall gradually getting heavier. I looked up shocked and didn't know what happened. It was barely even windy let alone a thunderstorm out of nowhere. I picked myself off the ground soaked to the skin and made my way slowly back to the clave wanting to see only one person Alec!

This one still needs a little more adding however I wanted to give you something as I haven't upload in a while.

I plan to continue editing this story from this month as I now have time to focus more on it.

Thank you to my lovely readers who have been patient with me and my uploads

Love you all 💕
A.xx