hot chocolate

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it was monday. we had school. the girls and i were sitting in the orphanage dining room and chatting. the whole dining room was filled with muffled voices and laughs. despise everything that every single girl had went through, they were able to laugh.

'hey!' mina snapped her fingers in front of my eyes. 'what are you thinking about?' i shook my head. 'nothing much' the girls looked at each other. 'what happened with that jungkook boy?' areum was winking at me. i felt my cheeks go red. 'something happened! she's blushing!' jisoo started to squeal. the girls started squealing around her as i sinked into my seat. i looked at my phone.

'oh! look, i have to go to school!'

'wait, but don't you have to go to school in like half an hour?' mina asked me.

'yeah, but i'll go now since i can't handle your guys' squealing' i said while laughing. the girls scoffed jokingly as i stood up from my table and went upstairs to our room to get my stuff.

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i was sat in the corner of the school's cafeteria reading a book from one of my classes. it felt nice and refreshing being alone without anyone or anything bothering me. well at least until my concentration was broken by a loud laugh. i tried to ignore it but as the laugh got louder i finally looked up,

seeing gi and you walking hand in hand together, smiling brightly at each other. you looked at me for a split second, but he turned his head, looking back at her.

i could hear the noise of my heart cracking into millions of pieces.

we really weren't meant to be huh.

i could feel my eyes getting watery but i just brushed it off as i tried to finish reading my book. but every time i did, gi laughed so loud that she caught my attention all the time. i couldn't ignore them.

'hey songul.' i turned my head to see namjoon sitting on my table, on a chair across from me. i just nodded.

'look up' he told me. i didn't want to deal with another idiot, but i guess i had to.

'what?' i looked up, meeting his eyes. he was staring at me. 'what the fuck do you want namjoon?'

'i saw you with jungkook last night'

'so, is it any of your problem?' i raised an eyebrow, slightly taking him off guard with my words.

'yeah. yeah it is. you broke yoongi and now you're toying around with jungkook.' i laughed bitterly. 'why are you laughing you wh-'

'yeah, call me a whore because that's what i am.' i interrupted him. 'you only see me hanging out with jungkook but you never see what yoongi does to me. one time he likes me the second he doesn't.' namjoon's eyes widened. i pointed at you and gi who were laughing like crazy together. 'see, you want to call me a whore but you don't see your best friend hanging with the girl who broke his heart after we had a small disagreement. double fucking standards huh' namjoon sat there stunned. i waited for him to yell at me or say anything offensive, but he was just quiet.

my phone rang. i looked to see jungkook calling me.

'he-'

i have no time to talk! taehyungksjdkilledfather! please come. police station, now!'

i couldn't make out what he was saying, he was skipping words and he seemed as he was running. 'jungkook calm down and tell me what the hell is happening? what did taehyung do?' at the mention of taehyung, namjoon's ears peerked up.

'what? what is wrong with taehyung?' he whispered.

'shut up!'

sun, come to the police station please! it's bad! i have to go now!