hot chocolate

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my mind was in a different place as i was laying on my bed in the orphanage. these past few months have been so exhausting and tiring. life really took a 360 degree turn on me.

after what happened last night with jungkook he had decided that he should walk me back to the orphanage but didn't tell me where he would be. i was worried about him. just as i was about to get my phone, areum barged into my room.

'sun! yoongi is burning!'

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all of us gathered in front of this old motel that was on fire. the fire was blasting through the windows and i couldn't even process what was fully happening.

'what the fuck?' i whispered. panic rose in me.

'someone please tell me that it isn't yoongi that's in there?' i yelled the second the fireworkers entered the old motel.

'sun, please calm down' areum walked up to me and held my shoulders.

'how the fuck can i calm down when yoongi is probably in there?'

tears were filling up in my eyes. i looked around to see a car parking and the boys getting out of it. namjoon instantly ran up to me and grabbed me forcefully by my hands.

'what did you do to him this time? i swear to god if something happens to him i'll make sur-'

'hyung shut up! this isn't the time!' taehyung pulled him away from me as i could feel myself getting lost even more. 'our brother is in there and the only thing you're thinking about is attacking the poor girl?!' hoseok shook him. 'get a fucking hold of yourself!'

'sun!' i could hear jungkook yell but i was so much under shock to even move any part of my body. the whole time my mind was wandering off to yoongi.

'i'm going inside!' jungkook yelled. i turned to look at him.

'are you crazy you idiot?!' seokjin yelled. 'you aren't going anywhere!'

'jungkook we're serious about it don't go in-' jimin was about to tell him something but jungkook interrupted him while running past him and all the fireworkers.

'i'm going in!'

'young man you don't even have prot- and he's gone!'

'what the fuck is going through their minds! are they fucking crazy!'

-

jungkook passed everyone as he put his shirt over his nose and mouth to stop the smoke from going inside of his lungs. everyone was yelling at him but did he care? he wanted to save his brother. he didn't let the fireworkers come even close when he saw the room from where the flames were bursting. he suddenly felt dizzy. not because of the smoke but because of the thought that his hyung could have killed himself.

no jungkook... don't think that. it's yoongi hyung you're talking about. he's a warrior. maybe this isn't even him in here. maybe it's just someone else.

he tried to convince himself. but for what cost?

the second he opened the door he was met by the flames that were warming up every bit of his body before he even entered it. the small room had a bed in the middle. he saw a body laying on it. he prayed to god ( even though he wasn't really so religious himself ) for it not to be yoongi. he wished they had mixed up the mint haired boy for someone else. that it was a huge mistake.

but his heart dropped when he saw the flannel that they always exchanged between themselves. the same flannel he had given him a few nights ago.

'no... no... yoongi hyung!' he screamed but the body didn't move. jungkook's feet dragged him to where the almost lifeless body was laying. he stared at his hyung who is laying there not moving a bit. in an instant jungkook found himself dragging the elder through the room and into the empty dark motel hallway. he put yoongi's head into his lap as he stared at him.

and like a miracle, yoongi's chest started moving slightly and he began to longe for air.

yoongi could sense him. hell, he could sense jungkook from a mile away. he was the last person who he wanted to save him right now, but he was glad. he couldn't speak at all.

but as his concioussnes started to fade away he could hear jungkook's voice.

'living will be more painful than to die, so do you still want to live?'