Starting Over

Beginnings

I was sitting in the living room with the pillow over me while editing Monday's vlog. Natalie was watching a movie cuddled with a blanket and it was quiet for once.

"Ughhhh I'm done" I closed my laptop and sat up, grabbing my phone, and opened Instagram.

"What's up guys I just posted on YouTube slide up to watch!" I added the link and then posted it.

"I'm hungry" I turned to Natalie, and she shrugged, "okay?"

"Uhhh wanna go get me chipotle"

"Not really"

I laughed and leaned back, "no really, please? Go get me food."

She rolled her eyes, and pulled the blanket higher.

I frowned, "what's wrong Nat?"

She shrugged.

"Cmon tell me!"

She threw the blanket off, and got up, grabbing my keys.

"I'll be back."

"Nat what the hell?" I grabbed her arm, and she yanked it away.

"It's been 2 months, and you still haven't talked to me about YOU hooking up with me while you were drunk."

She turned around, and walked out.

I sat back down, and spaced out at the tv.

"David?"

"Dave."

"Daaaavid!"

"Huh?"

I looked up and Corinna, Josh, and Jason, were all there.

"I'm gonna film a mukbang with Corinna, remember cub?" Josh questioned, setting bags of McDonald's on the table.

I nodded "yep". Jason sat down on the couch "you okay Dave?" I nodded again, and the door opened.

"Hi Natalie!" Josh cheered, and ran over, and hugged her and she laughed nervously.

"Thank you" I grabbed the food and brought it to the counter.

2 months ago

We had just finished a vlog up, and Ilya was asleep in the podcast room.

Me and Natalie were leaned against each other on the couch.

She looked up at me, "help me get to bed"

"I don't wanna," I mumbled and looked down at her.

She shifted and sat up. I grabbed her arm "hey," I pulled her back so she was on my chest "where are you going?" I pouted.

"To beeed!" she whined.

"Not yet," I leaned down and kissed her, without even thinking. At first she didn't kiss me back, and then she was, and she was in my lap.

I pulled away breathless, "okay I'll bring you to bed."

She giggled.

Present day

It's been 3 more weeks now, and Natalie doesn't talk to me, unless she has to.

It was 3 am and I just finished my vlog, and Zane and Heath and Mariah were on my couch watching a movie.

I got up and walked down the hall, Natalie was in her room. I made a last minute decision, and walked in and closed her door.

She gasped, jumped, and glared.

"Go away"

"No"

"Yes"

She went to walk out, and I blocked her.

"Let's talk." She crossed her arms, rolling her eyes.

"You're cute when you're mad." I tried to joke

"Stop."

"Natalie look I'm sorry, but I..."

"There is no but David!" She went to go around me and I pushed her onto the bed.

I grabbed her hands and held them down, "Natalie I am sorry that I made a mistake of hooking up with you.."

"Get off!" She started crying

"Let me finish! I'm sorry I hooked up with you while you were drunk and made you think I regretted it or didn't wanna talk about it. I'm just a pussy can you please stop ignoring me!"

She was quiet, staring at the ceiling, and avoiding me.

I let go of her hands and rolled away from her, she stayed there.

"Shit Nat, just stop ignoring me. I get you regretted it, but don't ignore me you're my best friend"

I got up and walked out.

It was later that night, or morning, when she walked into my room. I was watching Game of Thrones.

"What's up Nat?"

She was wrapped in her blanket and she walked over, "shut up," she climbed into my bed, cuddled into the blankets, and went to sleep.

I looked down at her awhile later, and she looked peaceful.

I couldn't sleep for the life of me though and watched Game of Thrones all night.

The next morning

I finally fell asleep at some point, and woke up to Natalie throwing up

I walked in, dropped to my knees, pulling her hair back, "did you drink yesterday?" I jokingly questioned.

She shook her head, and flushed, sitting up and looking at me

"Water, please?"

I nodded and walked out. When I came back she was cuddled back in the blankets.

"Look at you." I smiled at her

She smiled sleepily.

"I won't vlog today let's watch movies all day." I set the water on the side table, and climbed into bed.

She shook her head, "I'll be fine."

"Nah it'll be fun, shit Nat I could use a day off!"

"Fine." she picked up the water and I shot a text to the group,

To: Vlog Squad
Message: Natalie is super sick today and I'm not feeling to good either, taking a day off u guys I'll text u later today.
Sent

I turned my phone off after that and grabbed the remote

"What are we watching?"

"Hmm," she watched me scroll through the movies "anything."

I turned on a movie, and we watched a bunch. Half way through the 3rd movie, I turned to Natalie and poked her sides and she gasped, and burst out laughing.

"Daveee stop please," I grabbed  both her sides, tickling her, and she ended up on top of me, trying to pull my hands off, and I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her closer.

"Whoops."

She rolled her eyes, and laid her head on my chest.

"David?" She whispered.

"Yeah?"

"I think I'm pregnant."