Ethan Dolan fanfics

Feeling Down

I want to say thank you again to KaianaDolanWilson , even though she's probably sick and tired of reading my thank you comments lol. Her work is awesome! I cannot believed this actually happened. Anyways for this story, credits go to @giggling-grayson on tumblr and edited by me.

Warning: UWU Ethan vibes, slight fluff at the end (if you consider it fluff)

Enjoy 😊

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You'd be sitting on the couch watching a show when he'd come home from whatever he was doing. Instead of his usual slamming of the door and "WHAT'S UP BABE" as he walks in, he shuts the door softly and stumbles into your shared room not saying a word.

This was very unlike Ethan so you'd get up and scamper to your room. He'd be face down on the bed, his face buried in his pillows.

"Ethan, honey. What's wrong" you'd ask as you peaked your head in.

"I dit the falling wins" he'd mumble with his face still buried into the pillows.

"I didn't understand any of that" you'd admit.

"I quit the Dolan Twins" he'd say barely lifting himself up.

"E, you say that all the time. What's got you so worked up?" you'd ask and all you'd get is silence.

You decided to crawl into bed and he'd snuggle himself closer to you, resting his head in your lap so you can play with his hair (because we all know he likes it).

"What's got you so upset, handsome?" you'd ask once again.

"I'M NOT HANDSOME, Y/N. That's the problem! I don't know why Grayson got all the good genes, but he did. I mean he's dyslexic but everyone just adores him" he'd ramble.

"Ethan, what triggered all of this?" you'd ask him.

"He and I were out doing some things and we saw some fans. They were all excited to see Grayson. We saw a total of like 10 of them throughout the day. One wanted a picture with me and another want one with the both of us. Meanwhile, the rest of them asked if I'd take a picture of them and Grayson then walk away like I was not the second half of the Dolan TWINS" he exaggerated twins.

"Maybe they didn't want to because they know we're together" you'd try to negotiate.

"No, babe you don't get it. They didn't even act like I existed. It was like they just asked some person off the street. I always get compared to Grayson and I'm tired of it. I'm always the less liked one. The uglier one. The less mature one. The less followed one. The less fit one. I just fucking suck, I guess" he whimpered.

"Not to me, though and doesn't that count for something. I chose you over Grayson. I'm in love with you and not Grayson. Those fans don't know you and Gray like I do. They have a perception of you and they're all a bunch of teenagers with roaring hormones who sees a guy older than them with a tan and some abs then they start drooling like teething infants" you'd protest.

"He's taller than me, he's more fit than me, he's tanner than me, he has a better smile than me, fuck even babies like him more than me" he'd say as a tear finally rolled down his face.

"Ethan Grant, don't do this. Don't compare yourself to Grayson. Just because you are twins, doesn't mean you have to be the same. You're so attractive, baby, especially when you're supporting that scruff you've got going on. You're funny and kind. Maybe you aren't tan and you aren't as mature as Grayson, but you still have other amazing qualities that I love about you. You can make people laugh without trying and you do have a beautiful smile when you actually show it. You make me the happiest and the luckiest girl in the world. Who cares what they think anyway?" you'd tell him.

"We just do so much for our fans and it'd be nice if we both got equal love and appreciation" he admitted.

"Your true fans LOVE you both equally. There will be some that chose Gray over you but there are lots of fans in your lane too" you'd tell him.

"It doesn't matter. I'm still the ugly one" he'd mumble.

"Ethan Grant, you are not ugly so stop. I love you and quit thinking about those fans" you ordered him as you get your phone out so you can show him all of the edits you can find of him.

After some scrolling, you'd look over at him with a big, goofy grin.

"See, they love you too" you'd say.

"I know" he'd sigh.

"Now let me show you how hot you really are" you'd smirk as you reached to unbuckle his belt. 😉

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If you cried or got choked up...NOT LIKE THAT LOL, then give this story a vote. Even though I'm in Grayson's lane, I do think that Ethan is still extremely attractive and I find myself questioning if I'm laneless or not. Update: I think I'm laneless. Thank you guys so much for tuning in.

Until next time...

PEACE ✌️💗