She began to be reassured by these pains, tangible symbols of her success in becoming thinner than anyone else. Her only identity was being "the skinniest." She had to feel it.
"Soon I'll be thinner than all of you." She swore to herself. "And then...
The weekend pasted by slowly which wasn't that good since I stayed home to catch up on the homework I didn't do due to the.. thing that happened at school. On Monday, Tori and I went to the football practice after school to watch the guys.
It's Tuesday and me and the rest of the group are supposed to meet at McDonald's in 30 minutes and obviously, I'm running late. I decide on wearing a blue "Colorado" T-shirt with black ripped skinny jeans, my white converse high tops and my fringe bag. I grab my phone, my keys and money into the bag, do a messy bun and head out of the door.
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I take the bus to Zayn's house which is like 5 minutes from mine and once I get there, I knock on the door but soon realize that him and Tori are waiting for me on the porch. I wave at them and we all get inside Zayn's car to head to McDonald's.
Once we arrive, we get in and greet everyone who's already sitting. We are still waiting for Harry and Louis to arrive but we order anyway. Niall makes sure I get two double cheeseburgers and smiles once he hears that I also want fries on the side and a large coke.
The food arrives and we start eating.
"Wow, for someone as thin as you, you sure eat a lot!" Liam says surprised.
I can feel Niall starring at me waiting for my answer.
"I mean, it's McDs, like come on." I say and I can feel Niall smiling.
Why can I feel what he is doing? Like isn't that the weirdest thing ever?
After we all eat we head out to go get ice cream. Okay, I know that eating ice cream in January isn't ordinary but it's so fucking delicious you just have to eat it.
We send Ava and Hannah to wait in line, which is surprisingly long for this time of the year and the rest of us head to the benches outside. And that's when it hits me, we are at the same place I was with Niall on Thursday.
We start talking about the upcoming parties and school trips when I feel someone tugging on my shirt. I turn around and see Tori pointing to something with her eyes. I look at what she's showing me and I instantly freeze.
"NO!" I say shocked.
"That's what I was talking about at the party." She says and it actually starts to make sense.
"But- how did they- wow." I say. At this point the rest of the group is too interested in a conversation about Mr. Venver and Mrs. Rivera's relationship so they don't realize what's going on literally behind them.
I look at Tori and then back at what she showed me. It's weird. I mean not weird in the way that I don't agree with it, but just weird in a way that I wouldn't have expected it. Like, who would have thought that Louis and Harry are bisexuals and dating?! Now that I think of it and look at them, they are kind of cute together?
