"Austin I was thinking-- That I could quit my job and go on tour with you." I said fast. Austin picked me up and swung me around. He looked like a little boy who had just gotten a puppy. Happy. Excited. Ready for a new chapter. Austin set me down and my heart was racing. I finally agreed to one of his ideas. It might be hard, but we have to stay by each other, trust each other, love each other.
*TIME SKIP*
It's Christmas morning and I feel shitty. Austin opened his presents and was happy for what I got him. I opened mine, and wanted to cry. Austin went to all of my favorite stores and got me things I've been wanting for months. I couldn't take it. I cried. Austin pulled me in and asked me what was wrong. "You bought me such nice things and I got you shit!" I said into this chest.
"Baby I love what you got me! I understand that you don't have much right now and it's just the thought that counts. Baby I love it so much. I love you so much. You got things that I love. For fuck sake you did something that I love! Don't be sad. I love it. I love you." Austin said lifting my chin up. He kissed me and wiped the tears from my face. I feel as if sometimes I don't deserve Austin. I love that he makes me feel wanted. I love him so much.
*TIME SKIP* (Sorry for all of these)
It's been a few months. Its around June. I moved to Utah with Austin last week. I feel bad for moving because I had to leave Ava. She promised to come visit when she had the chance. I walked into mine and Austin's shared room to put some of my clothes away out of there boxes. I was listing to music then I heard Austin yell from downstairs. "WHAT THE FUCK ASHLEN?!" I ran down as fast as possible and saw another girl. She was tall and had dark brown hair with sun kissed skin. She was really pretty. I stood at the stairs and Austin was staring at the girl and she stared at me. "Who the fuck is that Austin?!" She stared and pointed at me. Austin did a 180 degree spin and stared at me. I was frozen. I looked into Austin's eyes that were filled with anger. I've never seen him this mad before. Austin opened his mouth and no words came out. He tried again and managed to say "Ash." I walked off the last step of the stairs and went towards Austin. "Get away from my boyfriend, bitch!" the girl said to me. Austin stared her dead in the eyes. I dared not to speak, not to move, nothing. "Leave." Austin said through his gritted teeth. The girl grabbed a box and left. I was so confused. Austin paced back and forth while running his hands through his hair. Finally he looked at a picture frame and threw it on to the ground. A small piece of the glass his my toe making a tiny bit of blood come out.
"FUCK!" Austin yelled. I walked into the kitchen, still not speaking and patched my small wound. Austin came up behind me and snaked his arms around my waist. I relaxed a little. "Baby I'm sorry you had to see and be in that." he whispered into my ear. "It's okay." I said. we stood like that for awhile until I finally was tired. I pulled away from Austin and trotted upstairs. It was about 11:35 at night and I wanted to sleep. Austin followed me and I changed into an oversized B&B shirt with shorts and crawled into bed. Austin soon followed and he was only in basketball shorts. He put his hand under my shirt and massaged the center of my back. It made a lot of stress go away. I turned and faced Austin, getting closer. I lightly kissed him on his face until our lips made contact. They were moving in sync as if we both knew what we meant to each other. I put my hands in Austin's hair and began to mess with it while kissing. We both pulled away for air. I stared into Austin's sky blue eyes while he stared into my amber green ones. He still rubbed my back and I fell asleep, thinking how great it is to be with the man I love.
I woke up to Austin's snoring. "Fuckkkkkkk" I grumbled. I realized that Austin had pulled me on top of him as he was sleeping. He held on tight to me. I felt safe. I tried to roll off onto my side of the bed but Austin wouldn't let me go. He started to turn in his sleep and rolled over to the other side. He opened his eyes and stared at me. "Hey baby girl." his voice deep. It sent shivers throughout my body. "I felt that." he said and I realized that his hands were still around my waist. He kissed me on my head but I wanted more from Austin. We haven't exactly done 'it' but I could feel Austin and myself wanting more out of each other. I played with his curls and went back to sleep. I dreamed.
*Dream*
"You're not good enough you fuckin slut! Cheating on me with Adam? Fuckin bitch. I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING!! AND YOU WENT AND FOUND ANOTHER GUY. FUCK YOU BITCH!! Austin screamed at me then slapped me. (I'd never say he'd do this but I need a story people). Then I saw him. Taylor. Taylor had turned into Austin.
*End of Dream*
"NOOO!!" I screamed as I woke up. "Baby what's wrong?" I realized it was a dream. I looked over at Austin and told him. He didn't say anything but he hugged me. I guess he was as shocked as I was. "I'm going to go and take a shower and get ready." Austin said. "Okay." I mumbled. I heard Austin's phone ring and it was an unknown number. I answered it. "Hello?" I called.
"Oh so it's this bitch!"
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A Thousand Good Times, With You. -Post Malone-
RomanceWhen I went to a party with my best friend, I thought it would be normal. I didn't know my life would change because of that party. I didn't know I was going to fall in love to someone who I'd never thought I'd meet. "I share A Thousand Good Times...
