When I went to a party with my best friend, I thought it would be normal. I didn't know my life would change because of that party. I didn't know I was going to fall in love to someone who I'd never thought I'd meet.
"I share A Thousand Good Times...
I went into the police station yesterday. Taylor has been stalking me ever since I moved to Utah. He moved here a few months ago and he saw me one night with Austin and there's where everything took off. He was over raged with jealousy and sadness. He wanted to end Austin's life because of it. He wanted me all to himself. The thought of me and Taylor being together for the rest of our lives kills me. I never want to see him again.
Austin decided to take me to the studio because I haven't left the house much since the incident. We got into Austin's car and listened to the radio. He had his hand on my lap, rubbing his thumb back and forth across my thigh. We pulled into the radio station and I sat in my usual spot on the couch. I called Ava the other day and told her everything. She said she'd be flying out today. Austin was going to Australia in a few days. He's been touring a lot more lately. He insists I ask Ava to come with us and we could make some memoires and have a good time. I know he wants to take my mind off Taylor but I always think about how my life could've ended that night. I let Austin's voice fill my mind while he was singing one of his new songs, Goodbyes. Young Thug was coming into the studio today and I was excited when Austin told me. I loved him in Havana with Camila Cabello. I absolutely loved that song. Austin came out of the booth and sat next to me, pulling me on his lap. I blushed as everyone in the room stared at us.
"So Thug should be here in about 30 minutes Austin, so you can take a break for awhile." Dre said. Dre is a very nice guy. Like once Austin told him about what happened, he let him stay home with me for awhile to make sure I was okay. Everyone in the studio cared about me and Austin so much it made me feel so loved. I don't have a lot of family. I never knew my dad, he was only around for the first few years of my life, then he vanished. My mom died in a car accident when I was 17, after that I became depressed. I moved out to L.A with Ava and started my vet career. I'm actually from Indiana. I hated growing up there, we had nothing interesting except for the Indy 500. I still go back sometimes and watch it. I usually went on vacation to the southern states but all of that changed.
"Ashlyn." Austin said, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Yeah" I said. "Are you ok?" Austin said concerned. "Yeah I'm fine babe, I'm just thinking about... My mom." I said with a sigh. Austin snaked his arms around my waist and rocked me back and forth. I leaned my head back, putting it on his shoulder. We stayed like that for awhile until I turned around and kissed Austin. He kissed back until we heard a knock at the door.
"Ahem." a low voice said. I turned my head only to see Young Thug, standing in the door way. I got up and hugged him.
"Oh my god! I'm such a huge fan! I'm Ashlyn, Austin's girlfriend. you can call me Ash." I said with excitement.
"Hey Ash! you can call me whatever you want tbh." "I'll just call you Thug if that's ok?" I breathed. "Yeah that's fine!" Thug walked over to Austin and they did a bro hug. "Dude I'm so fucking excited! Thanks for agreeing to do this with me!" Austin said. "Bro I'm so fucking stoked." Thug yelled.
--Awhile later--
I fell asleep on the couch, (as usual) and woke up crying. Austin saw me and ran out of the booth. Austin comforted me until I stopped crying. I stopped a few minutes later and felt better I thanked Austin and went to the bathroom, then to get a drink. I remembered Austin had a mini fridge full of BudLights in the recording room so I went to the bathroom, grabbed a BudLight, and sat down.
"I want you outta my headddd. I want you outta my bedroom tonightttt. There's no way I can saveee youuuu, cuz I need to be saveeed tooooo. I'm no good at goodbyes." I bobbed my head to Austin singing and drank from my BudLight. I decided to post on Instagram.
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I laughed at the conversation happening in my comments section. Austin came out of the booth, ready to leave. We got into the car and went home. I was ready for tomorrow to come so I could see Ava already.
We pulled into the drive way and I got out of the car and pulled myself upstairs. I changed my clothes and climbed into bed, next to Austin. I forced myself into his arms and fell asleep.
