I woke up to the sound of people yelling my name. I didn't want to get up. not today. Tears filled my eyes as I remember how this day went 6 years ago. I woke up, got ready for school, and called to the office, and told my mother was dead. I buried my face into a pillow and let the hot stream of tears roll down my face. I miss my mom. I want her back, but alas we can't have everything we wish for. I felt the bed dip down, knowing it was the love of my life. He shook my leg, trying to wake me up even though I was already.
"Babyyyyy!! Wake uppppppp!! I got you breakfast from that one doughnut place you like. And I stopped by Starbucks and got you a Strawberries and Cream frapp." Austin said. I rolled over, looking at his soft face. He instantly changed from his fun, goofy mood, to serious. I felt more tears trickle in my eyes the longer I looked at Austin with my bloodshot eyes. He moved closer to me, not even bothering to ask what was wrong. He just held me, while I cried. Crying a thousand tears, I don't want to live this life anymore, but I have to stay strong. My breathing became heavier and my vision became darker. I looked at Austin, only being able to see his face. He took his thumb and wiped my tears away. I grabbed his hand and held it to my face. His cold hands felt so good on my burning skin. Austin kissed my forehead, and laid down next to me. I fell back asleep, letting my mind wonder.
~Dream~
"ASHLYN" my mom yelled. I looked over at her. She was covered in blood and bruises but still walked to me. She cupped her hands to my face and let out a sigh. I held onto her, not caring if I got blood on me.
"I'm ok. I'm in a better place. Stop worrying about me. I'm with you, always and forever..."
"COME BACK I NEED YOU MOMMY!! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!" I screamed with tears in my eyes. and like that, she was gone. Again.
~End of Dream~
I woke up in a cold sweat. I felt Austin's grip loosen on me as he sat up to look at me. I got up, collecting myself. I processed what just had happened to me. She knows. I felt a shiver go down my spine as I went into the bathroom and started a shower. I let the water fall off my body, just like I let the tears from my eyes.
Just falling.
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