Renesmee's story

Chapter 58 Distraught along with Pain!

Edward's POV:

I just got back home and everyone on the sofa staring at me and then at Bella like i had done somthing to her but now i really couldn't careless what they were all staring and whispering about but i do care about is getting Bella up into Carlisle study.

Everything that was needed for bella was out in his study, Carlisle started working carefully and doing all sorts of  tests. 

Carlisle finally spoke "Well Edward it's not looking to good" all of my world just turned upsidedown and if i could cry i would. Carlisle continued "She has a disease called Sangue Debolezza Bella could potentially die" Carlsile mumbled the last word. I feel terrible i really want to help and cure her back to full health but every vampire which has had this diseaes had died, I can only think the worst. Well i think the time has come when i'd better explain what is happening to everyone. 

"Errr guys i have some ba news about Bella" after that sentance i had to have a deep breath to stop me from cracking up. "she has Sangue Debolezza disease" by this point Jasper was sending calming waves towards me "she could die" i mumbled he last bit. There was just silence everyone's faces was either shocked or distraught, Renesme's face was killing me i hate to see her like that. "MOM!" she yelled whilst running up the stairs into Carlisle's study i ran in after her. I tried to comfort her as best as i could, but nothing helped so i had to call up Jasper, he made her calmer than she was after all she is a newborn and capeable of anything.

Me and Renesme sat by Bella's side on the hospital bed in Carlsile study. Bella had wires and tubes conected to her and brusies and deep wounds all around her perfect body. Renesme was now out of the room with Esme and Alice downstairs. I was talking to Bella for ages even though she can't hear, at least it made me feel better.

Bella's eyes were slowly opening, so i ran downstairs and got Carlisle he said this was normal but she could pass out again at anytime. "Bella wake up sweetheart" i said softly just so she knows i'm here with her.

"edward.... i love you" she mumbled i could tell she was in pain 

"I love you more, but please don't leave me" i can't loose Bella she is my life if she is gone i have nothing to live for.

"edward i'm i'm OWW!" she screamed and jolted in pain, i can tell she is trying to be stong for me in that instance Carlsile was up in his study after hearing Bella scream. Carlisle sent me out the room, so i decided to join the others downstairs. I was bombbarded with questions like 'is Bella awake' 'How is she' 'What happened?' so i went through all of it with them knowing they have a right to know.

Blla's POV:

When i opened my eyes i was relived to see Edward by my side i was on a hospital bed in Carlisle's study. I whispered to Edward telling him that 'i love him' knowing something bad had happened to me because of the non-stop pain throughtout my body. I knew Edward would be blaming himself for leaving me alone to hunt in the woods so i had to tell him it wasn't, but before i could say anything pain got the better of me and i screamed out in pain. Edward left my side and stood by the door, Carlsile burst open the door at started adjusting things attatched to me, he told Edward to leave. I wanted Edward i tried telling Carlsile but he kept interupting me telling me to rest. I couldn't stand ths quite room anymore so i just quickly blurted what i wanted to say to him, "I want Edward". Edward was up the staris and by my side once again. He sat on the bed and tallked to me i just lay there listening to his velvet voice. "Edward it's not your fault i know you are blaming yourself for me getting hurt but i will gett better" he face turned paler than it already was and his mouth was in a small frown. 

"Bella hun" his voice still in the tone i loved

"yea" i said staying as strong as i could

"You might not live you have a disease which is deadly to vampires" his voice was now in a mumble my mind went blank.

"Edward i love you and my life will never be the same without you, you changed my life forever making so i wanted to live thank you" i said my voice all croaky.

"I love you to" Edward now had the smile i loved on his face i felt my body switch of and slowly drift away into unconsciousness.

Renesme's POV:

When daddy brought mom into the living room i felt fear and a stabbing pain right through my heart, it was so distressing seeing mom like this i just wanted to know what happened? and how she is asleep when she is a vampire? dad expressions gave away nothing. I knew Jasper was already sending calming waves towards me as i am a newborn i can't really control my temper or feelings. I need to see my mom that's all i could think about. So i decided that i couldn't stand it no more so i ran up the stairs into Carlisle's study, i knew dad would be running up the stairs after me. She looked lifeless lying on that bed attched to all sorts of things. My whole world has just turned upside down and i have a feeling it's not going to get any better.