Thinking Out Loud

Chapter 7: Love or Lust

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Alyssa's POV

A light from the side of the blinds of the window struck my sight.  It must have been late morning. I opened the windows to my soul and I was gazing in to the most beautiful creature in this world- Kaleb. He was still asleep soundly.  I ran through my fingers to his face tracing every curves of  it.  How wonderful it was to be latching with the guy I’d been dreaming of.   Now, that he was within my space I would do anything not to stop these romance we had shared.  I moved closer laying my head on his tough chest.  Suddenly, he wrapped his arms around me.  The warmth he gave me assured me that I was in the arms of my knight in shining armour. I felt so safe, safe in his arms.  I did not want this moment to end.

“Good morning sweetie.” He kissed me on my forehead and down to my lips.  His lips were as soft as cotton candy.  He had the softest lips I had felt compared to the guys I made out before.

“Good morning.” I hugged him tightly and moved closer to his face and whispered. “ Last night, I was delightfully amazed.”

He smiled at me and touched my hair sensually.  I felt like being electrified by his touch again.

“Sweetie, you know you are very irresistible.” He kissed me on my lips again. 

“The first time I laid my eyes on  you, I was truly enchanted by how you moved and walked.”

“Stop it. Stop kidding me.” I commented flirtedly.

“Anyways, last night was amazing Alyssa.” He let his arms go and got up.  He gathered our clothes that were scattered around the room.  The room resembled like a jungle.  Our clothes hung around the place. Of course, we had a wild fun time last night.  I got up as well and pulled the sheet of the comforter to cover my body.  

“Oh, sweetie, I’m sorry. “ He picked up my torn lingerie from the floor. OMG. It was my Victoria Secret undies.  I spent dollars for that.  I was kinda dismayed but I let it go and gave him a smile.

“It’s no problem.  I can buy new ones.” I said.

“No, no, no…. Don’t worry, it’s on me.  I will give you new ones.” He replied shyly.

I couldn’t take my eyes off of him.  He looked so gorgeous.  He may have looked nerdy from the outside but he kept a wild hound inside  him.  He was so rowdy and I loved it. 

“Sweetie, I’m gonna take a shower first, would like to join me? “ He said.

What? My heart jumped when I heard it. Of course,however, I had to hold back.  I needed to control myself from the urge of my body.  But, being with him in the shower was like a jackpot. 

“ Am I insane? Am I really so ridiculous? Am I a real certified slutty bitch? I’m not.  “ I murmured and giggled a bit.  Kaleb turned his back and  stared at me.

“You look so beautiful. How I wish to wake up in the morning with you by my side.”

I threw a pillow at him. “ Quit playing games with me.” I smiled and rolled my eyes.  He walked towards me and kissed my cheeks and simply whispered,

“I will leave the bathroom door open if you would like to join me?”

“What? You are really crazy!” I pushed him away and hit him with a pillow again.

“Yes, coz you drive me crazy. I’m not kidding my sweetie.” He added.  He went straight ahead to the bathroom but before he entered he gave me a peek and spoke the words “ Don’t keep me hanging my sweetie .” quietly.

I went out of my bed wrapping my body with the blanket and sat closely to the window. It was a sunny Sunday morning.  I woke up on the best side of the bed and I had a great night with a guy that I had been wanting to meet.  I didn’t have a clue of what Kamri might say about what had happened between me and Kaleb.  Honestly, I had been in so many relationships and all of them went to waste.  Was it just a lust? I took a deep sigh and I recalled the moments of the guy whom I adored a lot.  He was the reason why I became like this, why I became the slutty bitch  that had the ability to attract men.  Those were the days that I cursed a lot.  The days that he fooled me.  I thought he loved me like I did.  However, all of those were lies.  I loved men but I loved it more if there were in pain because of me.  I loved to inflict pain in their hearts. I knew this was wicked. 

Cold , firm hands covered my eyes.

“ OMG!” I screamed and I knew it was Kaleb. I slapped him on his shoulder.

“Oh sweetie, did I surprise you?” He worriedly asked.

“Of course, yes. I’m contemplating in here.” I replied.

He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me closer to him.  He smelled like my favourite pumpkin spice.

“Are you done taking a shower?” I asked.

“Not yet?”

“And why are you here?”

“I’m afraid.”

“how come?”

“I’m afraid that I might lose my princess when I get out of the shower.”

“You are so ridiculous. You know..” I touched his face with my fingers and slowly leaned my face much more closer to him and gave him a playful lip locked.  When he kissed me back, I pulled my lips away from him and place my index finger on to his lips. Giving him a signal that it was enough.  I removed his hands on to my waist and walked away from him.  By the bed, I slowly put on my maxi dress.

“Where are you going?” He asked.

“It’s enough dear. We have to go back to reality. We can see each other  often if you like.”  And I gave him a wink. For sure, I got him on my hand already.  I already tied an invisible rope on this guy.  He was mine and only mine.

 Why do you think she is doing that to the boys she had a relationship with? Did she have a bitter past?

What's more? The next chapters will focus back on Kamri Ackles adventures.  Let's see what happens to Blake Davis as well.